a/n - dont ask me why i wrote this drabble i just did and now i wanna cry...
idk what year this one should take place in, not now but sometime in the early 2000's
Dear Freddie,
Happy New Years!! Sorry that you'll most likely receive this letter sometime after for at the moment I am in New York and far away from where you rest, or at least your remains since I know you're watching over me from a fluffy cloud with a glass of champagne in your hand. How's life up there? Maybe you can come pay me a visit and tell me all about it...I miss you so much.
Remember when we shared a flat back during the Kensington days? I never told you this but I fancied you a bit. I was never brave enough to admit it but then time passed and we all grew slightly farther apart yet I still loved you so much as the years went on. The band was finally reaching grand levels of stardom yet outside of that we all lived our separate lives. You were always with Mary and your party friends and with us less and less outside of work. I was going to tell you about my feelings but I cowered away and distracted myself with more and more women. Eventually I convinced myself I was over you but in hindsight I don't think I ever truly stopped wanting you, Freddie.
After your death I think I cried the hardest out of anyone even if I didn't let people see me. In those moments I knew that I was still in love with you even though I could never have you. But what hurt most was knowing that you wouldn't want me regardless, you had Mary and Jim.
You were loved and cared for up until the end, I just wish I was one of the ones there to hold you and that I got a chance to say goodbye.
Here's to one less year until we meet again.
- R T
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