Never Good Enough

7

i cant go home. i'll just have to walk up and down the lonely streets of busan. maybe i'll call winwin? he's one of my first friends here, since i moved here only a year ago from dageu. god its so fucking lonely here. i just want to leave. i just want to sleep forever. i just want to-
"oh my god!! hyung!! i left school because i couldn't find you! why didn't you come today?!" yoongi turned around to see his red haired love interest standing behind him.
"hoseok."
what should i say to him? that i love him? that i'm leaving him?
"hoseok, i love you but i'm sorry. i'm tired and i don't wan to do anything but sleep. for days. weeks. months. forever. i cant do this anymore. its all just too tiring and i want to rest."
"min yoongi."

i ran. i ran as fast as i could. i knew i was going to faint but i didn't care, i just needed to leave. i sprinted, i couldn't go for much longer but i had to know he wasn't following me. he needs to forget about me, i dont want to hurt him more than i already  have. he left school for me for fucks sake! its fucking exams week!

yoongi ran for hours. he didn't stop, he couldn't stop. until he ran across an abandoned overpass. he stoped and unzipped his backpack to pull out the bottle of clear alcohol. he took four big gulps.
oh god this is foul
yoongi took out his phone 53%
well shit
his eyesight was blurred from drinking over half a bottle of vodka, and he could never hold his liquor well. yoongi called the first person in his recently called list
"hey this is kim seokjin leave a message after the" -beep-
"jin hyung, i made a mishtake" his toung was slurred

yoongi kept walking, he knew, even though he was drunk it'd be a bad idea to jump. around 20 minutes later yoongi got a call. he couldn't see well but he guessed it was jin hyung
"hey"
"OH MY GOD MIN FUCKING YOONGI WHERE ARE YOU DO YOU NEED ME TO PICK YOU UP? ARE YOU IN DANGER?! ARE YOU O-"
"yin i'm ok"
"ARE YOU DRUNK YOUNG MAN"
"yesh hyung"
"goddamnit" jin says under his breath. "where are you? ill pick you up"
"i dont...know," yoongi said with confusion in his tone
"i think i just passed that big tall bridge....and jinnie?"
"yes?"
"you're such a mom"

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plz comment and tell me what you think so far? idk if this is gonna be a long story but i'll try to make it decent :) tanku