Pay attention to me

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I was sitting at my home office trying to finish up my writing before the deadline came up next week, i used whatever free time i had. My office door flew open revealing my girlfriend who has been fed up with my hours of writing its not that i didn't want to end time with her i just really wanted to this done. she took the seat in front of me arms crossed i looked up but continued to write not wanting to start another fight with her.

"So you still trying to finish that story you've been working on for weeks"

i nodded not taking my eyed off the laptop the only thing heard through out the room were the keys on clicking on the keyboard my fingers dancing on them i herded her sigh again,

"why aren't you answering me y/n I'm trying to have a conversation" i stopped typing leaning back in my chair

"Camila im trying to finish whatever i can before the deadline next week if i finish now we can have more time during the weekend" she scuffed in her seat she acts as if i do this on purpose, blaming her chair against my desk i jumped back in my seat here she's goes

"why bother not like anyones reads your books anyways" she eyed me trying to get a reaction from me but i didn't let her and began typing again

"you should find a real job instead of wasting paper for your shity writing" don't respond y/n you'll say something you'll regret so i didn't

'don't respond when you're angry you end up saying things you don't actually mean'

when i didn't respond she began to pace until she stood in front of my desk slamming her fist down causing he coffee on the desk to spill over on my laptop i quickly got up

"what the fuck Camila!" i yelled causing her eyes to widen snapping out of whatever ever rage she was in just a few minutes ago

"if you don't like my work then just leave...you act like i do this on purpose we both have very tedious jobs you write songs, go on tours, and produce your own music and i write stories you should know that it takes time i just asked for a few hours to myself and you want to act like the fucking hulk storming into my office!"

i threw the paper towels in the basket in the corner returning back to my seat to check if my laptop was working while Camila stood still in the same spot, my breathing finally calming down after i realized that my computer was safe thank god the computer automatically saved the writing,

"i-i-im s-sorry i shouldn't have done that" the room grew quiet i stared at my girlfriend her hands were shaking

"do you really mean that?" i whispered

"what, what are you talking about?" i gestured towards my laptop which held all my work form the first few books I've written

"No i just ugh i hate that we cant relax like normal couples we always have to make time for our work, but I'm sorry i shouldn't have said that" she looks down at her hands

"i know thats why i was trying to finish up tonight so we could spend all weekend together,just don't insult my work i don't go around saying your songs are crappy to get your attention"

closing the laptop i get up from my spot making my way towards camila who has her head down i bring my hand under her chin wiping away the stray tears

"come on, you big baby lets go cuddle with your moody ass" she laughs throwing her arm around my waist.

"how come you didn't fight me back on what i said" i look down at her confused

"well sometimes when couples get into an argument they say things that could make or break a relationship and i don't ever want to break up with you" she laughs

"but you told me to leave...what if i actually left" i push her shoulder playfully almost falling over a bit

"i knew you weren't going to leave remember cam you speak with your eyes sometimes"

"true...now give me a kiss" i shake my head

"i don't know if i want to now" i turn to walk up the steps to our room when i feel camila jump on back i groan trying to grab a hold of her thighs

"Camila! what if i would've fallen down the damn stairs" she leans dn. placing a sloppy kiss on my cheek and i couldn't stop laughing

"what am i going to do with you"


AN:/ 

Check out a beautiful composition of broken by r.h. Sin his poetry books are amazing i used the poem quiet in this short  

Also check out auhtor Courtney Peppernell shes an LGBTQ writer her books Pillow Thoughs and The road between love her poems as well 

hope you enjoy! i might be seeing camila in person in the NYC CD signing!! hoepfully lol 

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