Sexuality, First kiss, and Labels

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Hey guys! Since we reached 10

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Hey guys! Since we reached 10.2k I think I'd do a get to know me?

So I have an older sister who is a pain in the ass and not in the good way, we've always had a rocky relationship till this day. Both of my parents are present in my life but I'm more closer with my dad because he understands me emotionally while my mom judges me most of the time she hates that I'm perusing a English major minoring in liberal arts but we survive I guess lol

Sexuality, Labels, and Crush's

Ever since I could remember wait....I never thought about relationships or genders but I always had a crush on a girl 😂 especially in third grade. I hate the fact that we live in a world where liking someone of the same sex is considered wrong like I honestly don't see the problem. I've always liked someone based on their personality honestly I could careless about looks, I also hate labels because I don't think people should be defined by a label I've always said this i fall for who I fall for no matter the gender.

It was back in fifth or sixth grade I had my first kiss with a girl, I know this is going to sound like some cliche movie but with the girl who lived across the street 😂 it's true anyways— she was a grade higher than me so I was in fifth grade her in sixth my mom had pushed me to go talk with them it was her and her brother who was my age we started talking and became inseparable I didn't have a crush on her because honestly out of league I knew better but I didn't know she liked me—I should've known when I introduced her to my group of friends she got along with them expect my best friend at the time they clashed a lot (also because my bff was the girl I really liked but never acted on those feelings because I didn't want to lose her 😕 so I pushed the thought away) we were at the park just waking around till we decided to stop and chill at a bench I sat down and the rest of the girls had taken the spots so I felt bad and decided to stand up with her but she said no it's fine I'll just sit on your lap and I shrugged it off  not thinking anything of it till my bff got up telling her she could sit but she had already situated herself on my lap to say my friend was mad would be an understatement sign number one guys I was stupid 🙄

Fast forward*****

Anyways one day we were up in my room just laying around on the bed looking at Facebook because Instagram or Snapchat was not a thing yet 😂😂 Facebook was where it was at then I guess the tv had shut off so I got up to turn it back on made my way back to the bed and noticed she had since moved closer to my spot again I was stupid 🙄 because honestly I didn't think a beautiful girl would like me lol not that I'm ugly at least I don't think 🤔 I'm pretty average only 2 people on here know what I look like 😝 so... anyways I laid back down on the bed and grabbed my 4th generation iPod! And continued looking at FB and I looked away from my iPod to see her trialing her hand towards my thigh before I could say anything she was already leaning towards my lips and I was having a little panic attack because I had never kissed anyone before but she was gentle, she waited till I was ready and just thinking about it now it was probably a good first kiss experience I think I was 14 she was 15 I had this stupid smile on my face afterwards after she left I had walked down smiling like an idiot my mom looked at me I think she sort of knew? In a way but never questioned it lol thank goodness but yeah that's my first kiss story! And if you haven't had your first kiss— just wait makes it better especially unexpected 😏 Also I don't know if I've mentioned it but I'm 20 turning 21 in November I'm a ♏️♏️🦂

So yeah!! Thanks for the reads when we reach 11k I'll talk about another topic comment down below what you'd like me to talk about!

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