Still

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  Still - Daughter


  That song; that tune; that voice; it was all my lullaby. 

  When Dancer passed, I asked a very dear human being how she dealt with her darling Legacy's death. And after she told me how she did it, I stumbled across her youtube channel. I found a video of Legacy. I hesitantly clicked on it, and the longest 3 minutes and 33 seconds of my life happened.

  I was addicted to Still. To that video. Every night, I played it on my phone and as I cried, I slowly fell into a light slumber, dreaming of Dancer. And when I woke up in the middle of the night, I played it again. It was my secret lullaby. I felt Dancer as I played that song. I had a small, tiny peaceful feeling in my heart, every time when I heard it. 

  And now, it is a song of sober, memory, and recovery. 

  It's not just a song. It's something that I leaned on for peace and rest. It's something that I hold dear, as it is the last feeling I have of my dear boy. It is everything to me. 

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 09, 2018 ⏰

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