I'll Always Love You (Brendon x Reader)

Reality Hurts

I got woken up by my ringtone. Ugh what time is it? Why is someone calling me?

I grabbed my phone, unplugged it and answered.

"Hey princess! How are you doing, my love?" the voice chirped.

I rubbed my eyes with one hand and groaned a little. "B-bren is that you?"

The voice laughed. "Did you just wake up? Of course it's me. You're so cute. God, I miss you."

I sat up and laughed. "Ah sorry. Yeah I just woke up." I checked the time, 11:22. "Woah I must have really passed out. This is the longest I've slept in!"

"I'm happy you got to rest, love. Take it easy today and before you know it I'll be back with you, with hugs and kisses," he laughed. "I'll talk to you later beautiful. I have to talk to my band."

"Yeah yeah I will," I said. "But you take it easy too. Be safe over there and stand up for yourself, okay? I'll be here waiting for you, Bren. I can't wait to have you back. " I giggled and little.

"Stay safe. Talk to you soon," he smiled.

"You too! Bye, Bren. "

He hung up. I got up and walked towards the kitchen. Since it was almost 12, I decided to skip breakfast. I went out and got [favorite restaurant/fast food], took it home and ate.

I then slumped down on my couch and turned on the TV to see the news. Brendon was on. I got super happy until I noticed something. Pictures came on the screen. It was Brendon and me at the beach. How did- oh no. I totally forgot. The paparazzi are everywhere. I somehow forgot he was a famous person. Of course they would be taking pictures of us. I turned the volume up.

"So who was the special lady you were hanging out with, Brendon Urie?" the interviewer asked.

Brendon smiled at her then the camera. "It's no one really. Just a one time thing. I never even caught her name," he laughed and gave her a smirk. "She was just this crazy fan I happened to meet and I decided oh what the hell let's hang out. It's not a big deal. I'm still very much on the market. I'll always be a bachelor. Always wanting to have fun, you know?"

I felt tears coming out of my eyes. How could he say that?! I was furious. I couldn't even think straight. Was everything he told me a damn lie?! How could I be nothing to him...when he was everything to me?

"Aww but those pictures made it seem like something more? The hugs and kisses?"

"It was all just in the moment, you know? You do crazy things. I mean you only have one life, you're young and might as well make it great," he chuckled.

I turned the TV off. I couldn't take it anymore. I threw the remote at the screen and ran into my room and slammed the door. I cannot believe him?! I cried into my pillow until i couldn't cry anymore. My eyes hurt and were red. I'm not sure how long I managed to cry for but it must have been a while I assumed. I looked at the clock, 4:04 pm.

I heard my phone ring. I looked at it. My screen said "Brendon." I declined the call and put my phone down on the drawer. I pulled my blankets up to my face and didn't move. My phone rang again. It read "Brendon." "Oh my god," I basically yelled. I declined the call once again. A few minutes later I heard the "ting" of my phone. I picked it up and looked at it.

B: [name], are you okay? Why aren't you answering my calls? Please text me or call or something. I'm worried. I miss you.

I laughed at the text. I guess he thought I wouldn't find out. I turned my phone off completely and got out of bed. It was 4:30. I'm just going to go to the mall and take my mind off of this.

I went to my bathroom did my makeup, got dressed and headed out. I walked out my front door, locked it, got into my car and drove off.