I'll Always Love You (Brendon x Reader)

I'm Sorry

I got woken up by my doorbell. What time is it? I looked at the clock, 6:14 am. Who could be at my door at this time?

I reluctantly got out of bed as the ringing became more persistent. I hurried to the door and checked through the peephole to check who it was. My eyes widened and I lost the feeling to go back to sleep. My mouth flew open and I muttered," Brendon?"

I opened the door and saw him standing there. His eyes were red and bloodshot. He had dark circles under his eyes. His dark, shiny hair was messy and unkept. He looked at me and gave me a sad expression. Please don't start crying. If he starts so will I.

"Brendon," I managed to say. "W-what are you doing here? I thought I made myself clear on the phone." My voice was quivering and I tried my hardest not to cry.

"[name], I'm so sorry. I made a huge mistake. I feel like such an idiot. I can't let you go...I need you with me. Please don't leave me...please." His eyes started tearing up. "I don't care about this band the way I care about you. [name] I- I love you. I love you so much. I love you more than anything in this goddamn world. Please stay with me..."

"Did you think coming here and apologizing would make things better? Brendon, you broke my heart. I felt like crap when you said those things about me and our relationship! I cried for days! And you come here, which was uncalled for, and think I'll accept your apology? Did you think you saying you loved me would fix this?" I yelled and started crying.

"[name]....I'm so, so sorry...I know you hate me now...." Brendon managed to say.

He looked at the floor and didn't say another word. I heard him sobbing and he put his hands to his face. I just stared at him and cried even more. Seeing him like this broke my heart more than it did that day of the interview. I looked up at the cloudy sky and tried to stop crying.

Suddenly, I felt something crash into my body. Brendon started hugging me as tight as he could. He cried even more as he held me. His body vibrated as he took deep breaths and sobbed. Then I was hugging him tightly too and crying into his shoulder.

"Brendon, you know I love you right? I've loved you since I listened to your band years ago. I loved you when I first saw you at the coffee shop. I loved you when you took me to that restaurant. I loved you when we went to the beach. Bren, I've always loved you and don't think for one second that I ever stopped. You broke my heart, but I never stopped loving you," I lamented.

Brendon let go and looked at my face. "[name] ever since I saw you..I couldn't help but love you. At the coffee shop...you were so beautiful. I fell in love with you right away. Everyday I loved you more and more. I'm so sorry about what I said. I don't care about that stupid band. All I care about is you. You're everything to me...and I wouldn't trade it for anything. I've made so many mistakes in my life but you're

not one and you will never be one," he wailed quietly.

It started raining as we stood outside my apartment. I smiled at him and he smiled back. We both leaned in and kissed each other. He held my head with one hand and my back with the other. I hand both of my hands in his face. The rain poured on us. It was all perfect. We stopped kissing and just hugged each other. I love Brendon Urie...