you left too soon✔️

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My Best Friend Ivy,

I hope that you're good, genuinely good. Since you've been gone it has not been easy but I wanted to thank you even though it broke me into a million pieces when you left. I want to say thank you. Even though I miss you every day I wanted to say thank you, thank you for inspiring me, inspiring me to face my fears. You make me want to be better. You make me want to work on myself and even thought doing this without you here by myself is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do, I'm doing it and I wish you could see me I wish you could be here to see me transform into this new person but your not here. I just hope your proud of me. I'm not mad, I'm just in pain but whats the sun without a little rain, right? I once told you I could conquer the world with just one hand as long as you were holding the other. Now all I have is the thought of you holding it but I will still conquer the world no matter where you are I will stay strong and stand tall because I know you wouldn't want me to fall. Whatever success I'm celebrating I will always think of you first because your my biggest inspiration and I want you to be proud of me, I just want you to be proud of me but I wanted you to keep going too. I want you to win even though I couldn't be there to celebrate with you. I wanted you to love yourself I want you to be yourself, be the light you want to see in the world You had everything you needed inside of you but you knew, that I told you more than enough but I always want you to remember, I hope you remember my words when you felt alone. I hope you remember all the words I told you when you were down on yourself and I hoped you'd find the strength to pick yourself back up if u ever fall I know you could've, I know you would've. The person I saw inside of you could've handled it all. You were strong, you were intelligent, you were wonderful. You could have moved mountains if u wanted to. You should've believed in yourself because I believed in you and no matter what happened, no matter what you did, no matter where you were in the world and no matter where I was I will always love you and that will never change. Maybe I am the sun and you were the moon but even they can be seen together in the same sky sometimes. But until then, take care Ivy. I love you

Yours truly,
Sky