you left too soon✔️

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"If he respected my dying wishes you should have gotten this video on you porch as you arrived home from school. You know in the start I didn't think it would have gotten as bad as it did. It was a little bad in the beginning and I thought I could handle it. I though I was strong enough to survive. But I couldn't and that fact that you are watching this video shows that I wasn't strong enough to survive and push through. I should have told you I know that. I could never bring myself to have enough courage to tell you. In my eyes you were the perfect girl. You were skinny, you had a nice figure, you had amazing hair, you had eyes that would capture any boy, you were likable, you were beautiful, you were my best friend. You may have been bullied but everyone truly loved you and probably still love you. I stood up for you on my first day at school. Emily was an absolute bitch and I'm sorry that she treated you that way. You didn't deserve it. Nobody deserves it unless you are me. The pain got to much for me. I made the decision to leave on my own. I swear Sky, if you are blaming yourself for this please don't. This isn't your fault okay? It will never be your fault. One bad thing happened then it all just piled on. I was done with it all. I need you to take care. I need you to stay strong. I need you to fight. I need you to be happy. I need you to be all the things I couldn't be. Please don't ever doubt my love for you. I'll miss you. I'll always love you Skylar. Cause you're my best friend Sky"
-Ivy