Cold Bodyguard || M. reader x BTS [Slow Updates]

One hero one villain

I drowned in my own tears that flow down to my cheeks and unto my shirt. Without realizing I was a crying mess in front of (Y/N) hyung!

I just couldn't help but let the water fountain flow until it eases. My chest was heavy from being hurt and taking in (Y/N) hyungs story. Even if it was brief of his backstory.

I can still imagine the torment haunting him. That explains his detachment of his real feelings to me and the members.

Imagining the pain he went through I notice something about (Y/N). A single tear slid down his cheek. His eyes fixed on me that balled my eyes out.

Through a tear, a single tear. It doesn't matter how he can express things any longer. What I see before me is a trapped (Y/N), chained up along with his hardships.

My flow of tears hesitate for a moment and blurred my vision again of the sight of (Y/N) opening little by little. He can be a real big softie and make a strong, cold profile.

"Thank ...you..." he then brushes off the tear from his cheek with his thumb. Ever so lightly.

I can only return a weak smile from my now wet cheeks and puffy eyes. How can I forget that he was close on wiping the edges of my eyes from the tears overflowing.

Holding tight on his hand. I tighten the grip.

Your not alone.

"Hyung?" Jungkook and Jimin came our way from the photoshoot. Taking a break they wanted to check upon us with our backs facing the photoshoot.

I jolted when Jungkook' s call was right behind me. Shit... I can't wipe my tears with my shirt! I averted my eyes away from (Y/N).

"Ah! You scared me kookie!" I said looking for a cloth. Til a handkerchief was brought up to my rummaging hands that is frantically searching for a cloth.

(Y/N) gave me his handkerchief. I look up to meet his eyes again. Hyung got up from the couch we sat on together. Striding away into the stairwell, pushing the door and up the stairs.

I never get to thank him. The two stayed silent when (Y/N) left us unanswered. I quickly dabb the handkerchief all over my damp face. Trying not to smudge the makeup.

"Did something happen?(Y/N) Hyung just up and left... I just wanted to hang out with Hyung since it was a break.." Jungkook sulked, their eyes followed the way (Y/N) left into and back at me who immediately turn to face them with a big smile.

"Over emotional about a small story! Nothing wrong, I was given a summary of a book he read!" Leaned over to the coffee table where the stash of novels that he was given. Snatched a book into the palm of my hand and raised it for them to take a look.

Both gave an exchange look then back at me with a smirk.

"I definitely must hear the details of this book! Looks quite interesting when you cried over the story~" Jungkook took the book from my hand and his gaze falls on the cover.

"Its a must read!" I got up, padding on my pants and shirt for wrinkles.

"Then I'll stick unto this after the shoot~ break will end soon in about, five minutes?" Jungkook placed the book back where I took it from.

"Wanna grab a snack when we have a couple minutes to spare?" Jimin suggested with a growing smile.

"Sorta craving for a sandwich right now." I said holding my stomach. Covering on what happened between me and (Y/N) hyung earlier.

"Well let's make that an exception~ might as well get one too!"

"Alright!! Burger for me!" Both me and Jimin exhaled a sigh.

"Let's hurry then."

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"That kid got me there." I was going up the stairs with easy steps. Talking to myself when no one was here in the stairwell.

That handkerchief  isn't of use anyways. Doesn't matter if he returns it.... he probably will.

Dragging myself up the stairs. Letting my feet lead me to wherever they want to go. Until there weren't any more stairs going up and now  a door that isn't like the usual doors that lead to hallways.

I was at the top floor. Not really, it's the rooftop. This'll do, no one should be here since it's the evening. I got closer to the door handle and twisted the knob to unlock the door leading the rooftop.

That of breeze escaped from the cracks as I slowly brought the door closer to me. Got myself to step outside on the rooftop, walking over to the centre with closed eyes.

Letting the cool evening breeze pick up the heat from my soar eyes. Eyes that was close on becoming puffy like Taehyung.

Standing there with my face facing towards the soon to set sun. I didn't bother looking up.

" I hope this'll last me a good hour." The weight of my eyelids slowly lifted. Now taking the setting sun into vision.

A roaring colour of a deep shade of magenta and purple. Countless of buildings came into view when staring straight at the sunset.

Ignoring my questionable mind. Now coming up with new ones. Filling my head of Taehyung who cried a little while ago.

Mixed feelings riled up inside my head. The steady beat of my heart doubled when I thought about it more.

This voice echoing inside. It was distant and faint. Tried my best to know what's calling within the depths of my head.

It can only give me headaches if I did. Wanting to know a word or two. Just the sound waves echoing.

It's pointless if I dug deeper.

As if something was unlocked for me. What am I thinking? Blinking a couple of times to regain consciousness, away from the depths of my mind.

" Troublesome, really troublesome." My hand went through my (H/C) hair, slowly gripping the strands from my aching head.

Gritting my teeth. Releasing the grip and threw a punch into the sky. Finding a way to relieve off the pain.

Throwing a fit wouldn't work.

"My~ didn't expect you to be up here (Y/N)! You easily left your position on the boys safety!"

No.4

"I'm getting some air. Is it that bad to get some air?" My eyes bloodshot and creased glaring at my side. Didn't dare to look who was behind.

"Some top-notch bodyguard you really are! Ah Hah! You didn't even sense my presence! Now that's so sad~" their voice mocked me. I stood my guard and calmly spoke with a caution.

" Shut your trap- 'what are you doing here?' is the question."

" (Y/N) What a nice thing to say to your senior~ words coming from you is giving my the thrills!"

" I heed no violence. Just checking on my junior that's all~"

"Piss off-"

Took my short dagger from my breast pocket and swung it towards the voice behind me.

"I said- I heed no violence~" his annoying tone boiled my inside. The blood pumping, raging.

He dodged with a tilt to a side. His twisted smile didn't waver.

" I guess it's violence on winning you over again~" snickering and it was laughable that he is close to reach for his weapon hidden under his trench coat.

On guard I leaped away for safe distance.

" Lets cooperate shall we? (Y/N)iee~"