Cold Bodyguard || M. reader x BTS [Slow Updates]

My oath to you

"You boys are early. Is it really cold outside?"

"You could say that... I'll take a shower first."

"I'm after Yoongi hyung." Jungkook crept an unsteady smile. He disappeared into his shared room to wait.

The room grew stiff. Jin, the eldest hadn't have any idea what made them unsteady. Asking them a couple of questions on what had happened.

All he got was a nervous chuckle and smile. He got some answers, instead they were 'it was a tight match and ticked us off'.

They couldn't seem to get the truth out to Jin. Jin let it off this time and have them rest for the night and to cool their heads.

They're extremely weird. Moodswings huh.

The more I think about it the more curious I get. The cats out the bag huh?

...

Who was that person? Who was that guy?

I lock into my head playing the picture repeatedly in my mind.

Should I be worried or mad thinking about It? No, it's just my head playing tricks with me.

The moment when (M/N) hyung' s car came into view I felt my cheek bones burning from my wide smile.

Seeing hyung got me in high spirits. Whenever he's around I feel safe somehow.

Free to carry on.

Free to feel such emotions.

The more I think about it. The warmer I get. A feeling bubbling up in my chest.

Until, the moment I saw someone else beside him. Interacting with him or either acting close to eachother.

I just...

Standing there, with a feeling that is sucking me dry. Soffacating me.

Words that cannot escape my mouth. Like my lips are glued shut.

The words play in my head instead.

Why?

Why do I feel this way?

Can you explain why I'm feeling this way?

Look at me.

I thought you were suppose to keep an eye on me not anyone els-...

I stopped my rolling thoughts. I couldn't restrain them. Letting them roam, locked inside, a void...

The moment I realised what I almost have finished saying. A feeling.

A mixed, conflicted feeling. A war.

(M/N)

He was the one that changed my field of vision. My path.

Standing there wouldn't help but I continue this action but to stand.

You were just there, just metres away.

Though I still stand. I couldn't budge.

This had happened after a couple of weeks after he was introduced as our personal bodyguard.

This affected me lately. I act too comfortable around him more than I would around the others.

Yet he pushes me away.

I want to know more about him.

I want to see his happier side.

I want....