JC's POV
It had been 2 weeks since i've seen Jay. i would text her first for the most part but she would text me too. i hadnt really explained myself or apologized for what i had done but i needed to do it in person, not by text.
i would occasionally tweet about her without mentioning her just to see if she would notice. Most of the tweets would be song lyrics, but what better way to explain how you feel about something or someone?
She would favorite or retweet them which meant she actually missed me too, right? i hated that i hadnt seen, hugged or kissed her. i longed for her lips on mine. Call me corny but she made me feel some type of way. I didnt know how to apologize for what i had done. I knew i was sorry and it took me a while to understand and accept what she had told me. How could i have been so selfish? I was having an internal thoughts battle while scrolling through twitter until i saw that she had tweeted something.
'@JustCallMeJay: do summer flings really not mean a thing?...' i read her tweet and wanted to reply but stopped myself and text her instead.
*it wasnt a fling. it still means something to me. can we talk?* i sent to her & anxiously waited for her response.
*you're just saying that. um arent we talking now?...* she replied.
*no, i meant if we could you know meet up somewhere and talk. i cant do it over text.*
i replied and scrolled through twitter.
'@JustCallMeJay: guys i need assistance. pick heads or tails for me.(:' i looked at all the mentions she was recieving and smiled at her fan base that had grown over the summer.
Her last few covers were truly amazing. She performed songs that most people wouldnt make covers to. She had uploaded a cover just for fun and i hadnt seen it yet.
*Uh ok. I get out of work at 6 today. I'll be home around 6:30.* she replied.
*alright. i'll pick you up at 7.* i replied. i didnt care if she said no. i was still going to pick her up.
*fine.* she replied.
Well at least she didnt argue with me. I walked over to my computer and clicked open the youtube window and typed in Jay's channel.
Her latest cover was only uploaded early this morning. It was titled 'Summer Nights'. i clicked on it and saw that she had a lot of views and likes already. I watched as she effortlessly played the all so popular soundtrack from Grease. Her voice was so angelic and her emotions felt so real. i was mesmerized by her voice and talent. She did not get the credit she deserved. Her covers usually end by her saying thank you and then waving to the camera, but this time she started talking to the camera.
"Alright. So that was my cover of Summer Nights but before i go i wanted to explain why i did this song and uploaded on a random day. So basically this summer i sort of met a guy who let me tell you is a really good guy. We did have some issues and things sort of took a turn for the worst i might have said some things that may have pushed him away but i still care for him. i know i've been a Debbie Downer on twitter with all the depressing tweets and song lyrics but i cant help the way im feeling. I would really appreciate it if you all would just bare with me while i go through this i promise to cut back on the tweets. So yeah i dont normally rant in my videos but i felt like i owed you guys an explanation. If some of you guys like these types of videos let know by telling me in the comments and also if you guys have any requests for me dont hesitate to let me know. i love you guys so much. Just Call Me Jay out." i stared at her as she waved and she really did look sad throughout the whole talk. i felt like a complete douche.
