Dazed

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^^ I took that picture :)

I woke up already wanting the day to be over. My alarm clock was still buzzing and I wanted to just throw it across the room. I got up out of the comfort of my bed and put on a blue hoodie and black leggings. Waffles were already waiting for me to bite into them. As soon as I finished I got my black shoes and slung my book bag over my shoulders.

"Whatever you're thinking about."

I was walking to school alone...strange no Tozier? The big building appeared in front my eyes taking me out of my daze. The doors opened revealing a bunch of teens crowding the halls. I was  about to go say hello to Richie but I saw he was talking to a girl so I simply walked away. Honestly I wasn't bothered by it, he can have friend regardless of they're gender.

"Tell me something that I'll forget ."

I opened my locker and grabbed my books for the day. The bell rung loudly as I ran to my next class. I sat down and starting thinking about Richie not being able to think of anything else.

"And you might have to tell me again."

Richie walked in late with the girl by his side smiling as he walked in hands intertwined. He didn't sit with me instead he sat with her. I looked down at my book as I felt tears in my eyes did I do something to him? Was it my fault? Why wasn't he talking to me?

"It's crazy what you do for a friend."

A tear slid out of my eyes and then fell out rapidly. I covered my face and silently cried only thinking of the big smile on Richie's face when he walked in with her. He could at least say hello or wave..but no I was being ignored. The bell rung loudly and Richie came up to me with a smile. I got my stuff and left him standing there, because I didn't want to hear an excuse for "holding hands" with another girl.

"Go ahead and cry little girl."

I ran through the halls trying to find the bathroom, once I did I got in the stall and cried. I was gone for at least an hour until I finally got out. Since Richie wasn't in any of my periods for the rest of the morning it was
alright.

"Nobody does it like you do."

I saw him at the cafeteria sitting next to the girl. All I did was sit somewhere else with no one but myself to eat with. Loneliness was one of my best friends it was always there whether you liked it or not. Richie looked over at me a few times but I simply brushed it off as nothing.

"I know how much it matters to you."

The bell rung and I got up but Richie came over to my table. "Y/n?" he said softly his gaze never leaving mine. "What." I said "Your acting different." he said. "oh yea? Your the one walking around holding hands with some one who isn't your girlfriend how in the hell do you think I feel?" I said angry, frustrated, and dazed. "Y/n thats my step sister." he said looking down slightly.

"I know that you got daddy issues."

"Im sorry Rich." I said softly but then everything drifted away.

I woke up sweat beads on my face and Richie looking at me wide eyed. "What the hell happened to you sugar tits?" Richie said laughing slightly. "I had a dream, promise me you won't leave me." I said seriously. "Alright then sugar tits only if you give me-." Richie said before earning a slap on his arm. "AlRigHt I wAs JokiNG." he said. I gave him a kiss before falling asleep yet again.

I've been having writers block, so sorry if its trash ;-;

Thank you for 500 <3

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