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i laid down in my bed feeling the soft silk underneath me. i looked over at my window still, admiring the greenery. "hey" finn said in a raspy morning voice. "morning baby" i said running my fingers through this hair. "mm" he said bringing my finger to his lips placing a soft kiss. i felt his soft chest graze my arm.
i smiled softly at his adorableness. he shifted and put his entire body on mine placing his head on my chest. "i wanna stay here forever" he said. "so do i but you have to film today baby" i said softly still feeling his soft hair through my finger tips. "nooo" he said placing his long arms around me. "but baby" i said.
"ok fine, maybe later" finn said not wanting to leave.
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"finn, baby wake up" i said shaking him lightly. "no pls" he said. i got up and he quickly pulled me by my waist towards him. "stay" he said with a frown. "you have to film today" i said putting my thumb on his cheek. "as long as you come with me" he said with a soft smile. "ok" i said holding his hand pulling him up.
he instantly attached his arms to my waist ; hugging me from behind. i felt my stomach do flips feeling his soft hair drape down my forehead. i could feel his chest pressed up against my upper back. he left sweet kisses up and down my neck.
"finn we have to get readyyy" i said. "but what if- i don't want to" he said dominance clear in his voice. "baby, stop" i said but, even though i knew i didn't want to. "why?" he said pulling my hair back gently. "screw it we can stay" i said looking at the boy behind me. "yay" i hear him say.
"i'm so getting fired but, at least i have you." he said before cupping my cheek and kissing me.
"you'll always have me."
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I'm still unsure of what book I want to write Finn or Richie. I don't know, I might end up doing both lmao.
rant;
every second of everyday i'm always thinking of this guy. this guy happens to be on my mind all the time. whenever his- beautiful face pops up into my mind i can't think straight. i make a fool of myself because when i'm around him i generally can control my self. i know it's so dumb but i love him. every second, every minute, everyday, i miss him. the feelings just won't go away.
