Everything For You

Freed Justin

Its been 1 in a half months since the whole drama began.

Freed's POV.

Im really excited to see Laxus. Its been more than 4 months since Ive seen him. I hope his well!!

"You look rather excited today,Freed" Bixlow said as he smiled widely as ever.

"Haha! Yea..Its been awhile since Ive been in Fiorè now. Nice to be home" I said smiling happily. We were walking home and I heard.

"Hey..I heard the the hunk from the Fairytail guild is now Taken!"

"Whose the lucky girl??"

"Hot they say"

"Aww but that Blonde is so worth chasing"

I was kinde shock of how they said a hunk? Taken now..Is it..Laxus? Impossible..but she said a blonde..

"Bixlow,lets hurry back" I said as my heart thumping very fast. It hurts. As if it is being squished so tight that I couldnt even breath.

We made it! I ran to the front door. Everybody looked and me and Bixlow. "Welcome home!" They said as they all welcomed us.

"Where is Laxus?" I said in fear.

"Ahh!" Erza said. "He got a confession" she smiles. Confession? What..is this,Laxus.

Suddenly Evergreen shouted "Freed!" And she ran to me with Elfman by her side.

"Im glad to see--!" As I wanted to continue she pulled me outside. Into our garden at the back of the guild.

"Laxus..huh" she panted. Why is she looking so...scared? "His..Che-cheating" as she wanted to continue..my eyes started to tear.

"Ever...Take me to them" I said as I tried to held my tears. We walked to a weird place. A forest where. There is. A waterfa--..I remember this. This is my favourite place. Why are we here? "Ever.." I said. My heart is aching. I want it to stop.

"Haha! Stop it Laxus!" I heard a voice. As we go closer. "It tickles."

"Mm" I heard Laxus Humming. "It tickles huh?" He said. My heart cant take it.

I looked over and saw.. both of them giving a kiss. Not like me and Laxus usually do. It was..more intense..and it hurts to watch. "Laxus!" I cant take it anymore and shouted firmly with tears.He turned around to see me; him holding Mira's waist. "Your..cheating on me?" I said as Mira in confusion.

"Your dating him?" Mira in shock as she started to cry. I looked at Laxus. Hoping that he will clear the air.

"..Of course not! Why would I date a man?" He said as my heart stop beating. I felt something. Cracking inside of me and it hurts.

"Laxus!" Ever shouted in anger. Elfman in shock as well. "How could--"

"No..its true...why would he even start dating a man like me? Am I right" I said as I knew.. that one day Laxus would realize that. This kind of relationship is just to satisfy the other. I guess Ive been one sided all along. "I mean for 5 years being together with you,Laxus and to see my..Dear friend finally giving himself to a beautiful woman like Mira is a thing I couldnt win against on. Because I know... you would think that what  we had last time.. was all but nothing to satisfy you.." I said as I smiled in pain. I dont know..But I cant even feel my legs to run away. "Im sorry" I said as I force these legs to run far. I hear the voice of Evergreen shouting my name. I dont care. I..to give my first love to him. Everything, all my firsts. To a man who never loved me. Great going Freed Justin. You ruin everything you can be living in a fortune. I knew I shouldve gone back and yet I did. Just to see his face smooching another chick.

I...cant feel my legs again..I knew it. How stupid. I knew this will happen and yet I never knew how will my story continue. As I ran I went to a alleyway I never suspected or know. I kneeled down to get some air. I heard footsteps. "Enchantmant!;Sheild!" I said as to see Master Makarov. It made me cry.

"My..you just went back and your already crying,my child?" He said as he sat near me. It feels weird. To sit near a man I always see as my grandfather-in-law. If he too sees me the same way I guess. "Tell me..what happened."

"Master..I love your grandson" I pout it out straightly though I think he thought I said that as a normal thing. "..He..cheated on me" I said and his eyes widend.

"..you have been with him? For how many years?"

"We started 5 years ago. On the new years."  I said looking down pouting and my eyes automaticlly cried. "And he dated a woman he barely knew or existed and just met a few months ago.." I said looking at him..

"Love.... Is a thing that you cannot rip away from your heart. How hard you try, how hard you suffer. It will always be that burden you always got to carry alone. But one day someone comes in and helps you carry it. All you buderns all your suffering because they give their love to you." He said as he wiped my tears away. "Freed, from your heart deep inside. You will realize. That you will keep trying and to finally give up when He gave or asked you to." He said patting my shoulder. "Its your choice" he smiled as he and I stood up and walked back to the guild. Though my heart is breaking. Im still shooting. Until that one faithful  day of where I should. Finanlly give evrything up. I look up and suddenly my tears fell..I felt so damage yet so yearning. I want to cry, but I cant...so I will try. Harder. Until I finally fade myself away into..the darker side of me.
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End Of POV