Giving up or try again?

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Freed sit not far from the new famous couple Mirajane and Laxus. All of the guild was cheering for them in happiness and both of them are smiling widely to the supports. Freed sat quietly and the corner finishing his tea. Suddenly Erza sat on the oppisite of him. He kept his stare on his plain brown tea.

"...Im sorry I jump to conclusion" she said as she put a little smile on her face. Freed didnt hessitate to give the same small smile and nodding.

"But..how do yo--"

"Master is one big mouth you know..but its okay. He told only me I swear. I didnt realize it though you are always with him" she said as she poke the cake she brang with her. She smiles and continues "if I were you I'd punch Laxus on the gut by now. I cant stand looking at him..he betrayed you..-"

"Thank you for your kindness Erza..but all along it is true. Would you want to date a woman who you love for so long but realizing she has no feelings for other person who has gave them all their--"

"Freed...I would, you know." She giggled. Suprise to Freed when Erza pointed her left eye. Freed touch his to realize tears are already falling. "Even though...Love..Love is something you drown in and you cant ever get up. But whats the point? Is it not love a thing you are already drown into? Whats the point of going up for air? Nothing at all because already deep within the sea and ocean of your own blood and Heart" Erza explained. Freed cried more making a scene to others while Erza giggled a little and calm him down.

"Erza--!" He tried to talk with hiccups in every sentence. "Thank--! You." He cried as he smiles. Nobody has motivated or support him like that before. Many people dispise those kind of people.

After the tears finally finish Evergreen saw him and mother-ly instict was already taken over her. She ran like a runner and stood beside him as he wiped his tears in laughter. Evergreen confused and Elfman too giggled and smiles.

After a few minutes of that they all took a chair and sat there in hyper conversation. Erza,Freed,Elfman and Evergreen talk like there in never an ending.

Not long later Erza saw Gray and Natsu walking in together. "Weird..those pairing are the most scariest ever to be calm and talkitive to eachother." Erza stated as the others giggled. Freed just look at them. In a state of an aura around them. He then shrug and drink his tea.

"Freed." Master Makarov said caughting attention on everybody. Freed stood as he walked towards the master. "Sit hear boy and lets talk." The master said smiling.

"Of course, master." Freed said sitting beside the master with his tea.

"I see you already getting along with Erza."

"But of course..you told her about my why abouts of crying." He said sipping his tea. Master scratching his neck. "Its alright master. She understands."

"Thats good my boy." Master said glaring towards his grandson. "Have you made your choice?"

"Yes master. I decided to wait until my heart cant take it anymore." He said smiling painfully to master.

"My boy. Please dont force yourself. Why not start a fresh and find a new?"

"Master...I lost everything to him. My first. My virginity. My shame. My weakness. Everything. I cant move on."

"My boy..."

"Its okay master." He said as he giggled. They talked more and time passes to see the time.

"Its getting late. I will excuse myself master." He said smiling bowing to master. Freed walked alone home. Feeling cold he look up to see as if it was going to rain. Suddenly a memory hit and made him groan.

"...Freed Justin." Suddenly a voice called out. "Also known as Freed the Dark."

"Whose there?!

"Dont be afraid. Im a friend." Its deep voice whispers in Freed's ear. He curled down closing his ears. Scared of the voice. He shuts his eyes. Scared to meet its eyes.

"My dear Freed. Open those eyes and see your dreams." Freed peeked. Seeing a bright light. He shuts his eyes harder and open brightly to see.

"Hey honey. Good morning."

"..La..Laxus?"

"You had a bad dream, babe? Its okay..Im here." He smiled kissing Freeds forehead.

"I..Im dreaming. Your not Laxus!"

"What? Honey its really me. Dont you remember the man you married? For 8 years now."

"Mummy!"

"Mama!"

"Good morning Mother."

"Ki..kids?"

"Yes,my dear. Their ours. Dont you remember? We made them."

"We--"

"This is your wish right? Your dreams to marry the man who broke your heart." Suddenly the deep voice spoke. Freed cried his eyes blured. Suddenly his vision turned dark. "He broke your heart. Shattered it."

"Laxus!" A female tuned voice shouted. "Hurry honey the kids are waiting!"

"La-xus?" Freed said trying to reach him. But..

"Wait Mira! Im coming!"

"Daddy!"

"Papa!"

"Laxus! Wait!"

"Do you want to have this nightmare to come? Or will you want the dreams you crave come true?"

"Laxus.." Freed crying. His heart already broken enough. Everything turned back to normal. To the alley where he walked. "Uh? A dream?"  He stood and fell back. Because somebody bumped into him.

He looked up. "Laxus?"

"What the?"

Freed stood up and ran. He felt him chasing. He ignores it and just ran far away as he can. Unfortunately he got caught.

"Stay away!"

"Hey, hey its me."

"Gi-gildarts?"

"Yeah. Wow I was kind of lost here and well I bumped you." He said smiling.

"...sorry I thought you were somebody--"

"Laxus? Please Im larger than him."

"..yes..very sorry. Where do you want to go? I thought you had another decade quest."

"It..uh ended."

"Ouh. Do you want to visit Cana? She's at the..uh girls motel? I think on the hills."

"Sure..."

Freed bow and showed him to the hill where Cana is currently living.

"Now Ill be lea--"

"Hey..why dont you stay with me and Cana? Talk you know."

"Im not really close with her."

"Its okay." He smurked. Freed just nodded and knock the door. A note was written.

'We are out right now even the land lady. But Cana, Levy and Wendy is here. Please go ahead and visit if you want.

Erza'

"Lucky Cana is here."

"Yeah..."

Freed just has this weird aura of Gildarts. A decade quest takes more than years to finish and he left just 2 years ago. Freed open the door of the motel.

"Cana?" Freed shouted questionly. Silents. "They must be aslee--!!"

Suddenly...Gildarts had a big grin on him. He held Freed down. Freed shouted for help but there was nobody.

"I told you Ill come for you, Freed."

And everything went black.

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