Born Singer || Namjoon X Reader

(5)

Y/N POV:

Its a few days later and nothing has changed I am still him, and honestly I've grown very tired of this. Being him has a lot of emotional and physical tolls. Thankfully he has been there for me through this entire expirence. I truely respect everything he does. I sigh softly as Jin walks up to me.

"Namjoon," he says soflty.

I look up at him,"Yes, what is it?"

"The other members and I are worried about you," he replies as he grabs my hand.

I smiled faintly at him," I am fine hyung I am just tired," I chuckled slightly.

"No I dont think that is it," he says as he gets down to my eye level." I think you are going through something, beause ever since you came back from your mysterious friend's house you have been different. Look at you Namjoon; you never used to mope around like this. I am here for you," he said as he pats my shoulder.

My smile soon turns to a frown from his sudden words. I mean he isnt wrong, but at the same time he isnt right in the way that he thinks he is. Yes, I am a little down, but I am no Namjoon. I sighed softly.

"I know hyung," I held his hand,"But nothing is wrong. I swear I am just really tired."

He tilted his head slightly," O-okay, you sould so rest then, your health is important!"

I nod at his responce and go to Namjoon's room, which is actually quite large and nice. I lied down on the bed, the comforter was very soft aganist my skin. But I am not tired, I just wanted to avoid being exposed, especially to Jin. That would be bad, infact I havent really had a real conversation with the others... well I have but it is more like brief small talk. I am way too scared to actually enguage in a real conversation.

I sighed heavily, I should go for a walk since I have nothing to do today, but where would I go? I cant go to my appartment, or at least I dont think I should. I dont want to start a scandle. Namjoon's phone goes off, its him. Finally I have been waiting all morning for him to. For gods sake, I need advice on how to be him.

Y/N (Jagiya):
Hey Y/N how are you. Do you have the day off?
10:22

Namjoon:
Yes, thankfully. Do you have University?
10:22

Y/N (Jagiya):
No, but Harmony does.
10:24

Namjoon:
Okay that's good. Namjoon I'm extremely bored. I need to get out, but those boys. I don't know what to do.
10:26

Y/N (Jagiya):
Take a deep breath, and just leave; that's what I do.
10:27

Namjoon:
Okayyyy. Also why does my name have jagiya next to it?
10:30

Y/N (Jagiya):
Come see me and I'll tell you why.
10:31

Namjoon:
Alright I am trusting you!
10:31

Y/N (Jagiya):
You have no need to worry I promise.
10:32

I smiled softly as I put the phone away. My mind was racing with a million different scenarios, but I hope he knows what he is doing. I looked at the ground as I took a deep breath. You can do this Y/N.

I quckly walked to the door to exit the house. As soon as I put my hand on the door Yoongi and Taehyung walked up to me. GREAT I JUST WANT TO LEAVE. WHAT DO THEY WANT!?