You know how sad it is when your own friends see your smile and they believe it's real, and they actually think your happy with your self and your body, but your not. And you don't say anything because you don't want to be judged and you don't want them not beliving you. And you finally say something and it backfires and you sit there thinking how none of this would have happened if you would have been silent, if you would have just kept your feelings bottled up until you explode by yourself because no one gets to see how big of a mess you are. And you still smile and it seems no matter how many times you tell someone that you have self esteem issues, they never belive you, and they probably talk about how much of a horrible person you are and how fake you are?
No, it's just me. Anyway if you made it this far congratulations on putting up with my horrible writing and me just "digging for compliments" (which I'm not but some people will think so) and me just ranting! Anyway thanks for reading and putting up with this crap.
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Sad and depressing quotes and poems
PoetryI'm really bored and I don't really have anything else to do. THESE AREN'T MY POEMS AND QUOTES!!!!!!!!!!!! THE ONLY THING I COME UP WITH IS THE TITLE, BECAUSE THEY DON'T HAVE THEM!!!!!!!!
