TW!!! S/A, Physical Abuse
I squeeze my eyes shut, pretending to be asleep, hoping that he would go away. Unfortunately for me, he didn't care whether i was sleeping or awoke. He yanked my blanket off of me as I scrambled off the bed and into the furthest corner of my room in hope for safety. That hope soon faded as he grunted and grabbed my leg dragging me back to my bed.
"NO!!!" I screamed and cried as he threw me on the bed and laughed. "Since when were you ever in control of this?" His husky voice boomed throughout my room. He grabbed my wrists and tied them to the back board on my bed using one a deserted shirt from the floor. I cried and kicked trying to get him off of me, but all that did was piss him off more. He separated my legs and tied each one to the bottom of my bed while tears streamed down my face. "please... Not again. I don't want to do this anymore. I never did." I whimpered. He chuckled and ripped off my shirt "shut your pretty little face or i'll make sure you won't walk this time." I cried watching him grope my breasts desperately as if he'd never touched a pair in his life. That's when I knew it would be bad this time. Really bad.
He ripped off my bra hurting my back in the process of doing so. I didn't dare squeak though. Things were already bad enough and the last thing I wanted to do was make it worse. I watched him fondle my breasts more. He looked up at me and smirks. "it's never enough for you. Just like your whore of a mom. I guess I'm gonna have to do more then." I had stopped crying at this point. Its not like I wanted to, I had just run out of tears and all I could do was sit there while this monster violated me once again. He slowly traced his fingers down my stomach before slipping his hand into my panties and rubbing my nub. I whimpered as I felt his manhood against my leg. I wish I could die right now. A gasp escaped my lips as he pushed two fingers inside of me.
Why did mom have to leave... I wet myself in hopes it would scare him off. "What the fu**?! You disgusting whore! Did you just piss on me??" He slipped his fingers out and glared at me with rage. It worked, I don't know what will come next but I felt relief. Only for a second. He raised his hand and balled it into a fist, I squeezed my eyes shut in reflex. I felt a painful sensation on my ribcage, a second on my stomach, and a third on my chest. My breath skipped and halted. I could feel a burn as hot as fire building up in my lungs. I gasped for air, it took what felt like forever before I'd caught my breath. Oxygen filled my throat, then welled up in my lungs, I coughed over and over. The air scratched my throat and then my breathing settled. I kept my eyes closed and held back the tears I felt welling up.
He huffed and got off my bed. He cut the ropes that bound me to the bed and started to exit my room. Before he closed my door, he said three words that made me shudder and curl into a ball. "Daddy loves you." I cried and hugged my pillow tightly. I was on birth control because of him, I feared the worst and prepared for it. As I shook and held my pillow a thought crossed my mind that made my lips curve upwards. The good thing about my mom leaving is that he cant threaten to hurt her when I threaten to tell the police anymore. But another thought crossed my mind that made my smile even bigger than before. What I wanted for him was more than a life in a cell with bars in front of it.
I wanted him dead.
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TELL ME I DID A GOOD JOB PLEASE ToT I STAYED UP EXTRA LATE FOR THIS CHAPTER AND IT'S PROBABLY SUPER SHORT BUT I GOTTA SAVE THE GOOD STUFF FOR THE NEXT UPDATE.
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Fiksi PenggemarSky is an 11th grade high school student who lives anything but a normal life. She's got harsh parents and is an only child. Her mother moved away, leaving sky with an abusive and drunk father who cares about nothing more than pleasing himself. He p...
