Raising Jihoon

Chapter 4: Im Here For You Always

Its been two months since yoongi and jimin's fight in the bathroom at all cost they avoided each other and jimin finally moved on from loving yoongi well is currently trying to not love him anymore

Basically he has a boyfriend named minjun they met in the bathroom

The poor kid couldn't ignore his desperate cries after he cheered him up jimin told him the whole story then they became friends

Months later minjun was the first to confess then they became lovers he couldn't be happier?

Well so he thinks sometimes he reminisces about yoongi's lips he had to admit he craves everything about that man but surprisingly minjun actually wanted him while yoongi didn't

"Hey yoongs are you okay you don't look so good maybe you should go home" taehyung said to him yeah he is right i throw up like three times a day every morning and i'm always eating things that i rarely eat like cucumbers i always hated that plus im always hungry for spicy foods, ice cream, pickles, ice and chocolate

What is wrong with me?

"Yeah your right tae I'll just walk to the nurses office" taehyung said he would walk with me but no i wanted to walk alone ever since that bathroom incident i can't stop thinking about jimin

Was he okay without me?

Should i go back and make everything right?

I want to apologize its just that day i was just filled with anger and jealousy

Now i miss him terribly but that can't happen since he's with his perfect new boyfriend living his perfect new life i wonder if he misses me like i miss him

Ugh!!

I think maybe im acting like this because of stress

I was almost to the office when i started to feel light headed again it's like i couldn't keep my eyes open my body was getting weak ugh "w-what i-" i couldn't even speak correctly

"Yoongi!"

Was the last thing i heard before everything all went black

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"Come on yoongi please wake up" what is that angelic sound that i hear?

I've heard this voice before is that who i think it is

"J-jiminnie i-is it r-really you" i opened my eyes to see him standing in front of me his eye's were puffy and red

Why was be crying?!

Did his stupid boyfriend do it?

I tried to get up and move but my body was stuck there were needles in my arm i looked around to check my surroundings seeing that i was in a hospital

Wait what happened?!

"Yoongi what the fuck you scared me i thought you died in the middle of that hallway damn it the doctors said you passed out from stress they went to take more test you need to take care of yourself more asshole" i smiled at him weakly pulling him into a loving hug he doesn't hate me anymore

Jimin looked like he wanted to say something but our little moment got interrupted when the doctor walked in he pulled away from me sitting on the hospital bed as the doctor closed the door then stood there for a second before telling me what was wrong

"Well i don't know how to say this but congratulations your going to be parents mr min your two months pregnant I'll just give you two love birds a minute to discuss"

I looked at jimin with tears in my eyes he hugged me trying to calm me down

Jesus what did i do to deserve this im not ready to be a father and im sure as hell not ready to give birth either

I heard that when your giving birth your on your death bed and I'm really not ready to die yet without living my live to the fullest

"Yoongi im so sorry this is all my fault shit i knew i should've used a condom but you told me not to and i was caught up in the moment ugh what are we going to do" he looked at me with sad hopeful eyes i might not be ready to be father but I'm not aborting my baby if i could lay down and take dick then i could have this child with or without jimin

"Listen jimin im having this baby no matter what so if you don't want to help me then so be it" i didn't mean the last part i said i really needed him i didn't want to do this on my own

"Nonsense im not leaving you i would never do that hyung this might be cheesy but i love you too much to abandon our child I'll just have to get another job then make a nursery in my house for the baby and i promise to be a good dad"

Sometimes i hate him because he always was so nice even though i broke his heart more times than i could count making me wonder why he just wont kick me to the curb

"Well there's one thing we gotta do" he said with a slight frown "we have to tell your mother" i nodded i don't even know how this would end

What if she doesn't support me?

There's really only one way to find out

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"Jimin i don't know if i should do this im fucking scared" jimin giggled then held my hand "no matter what happens im here for you always my sweet prince" that nickname always makes my heart melt stop being perfect park jimin

We walked in and my mother was in the kitchen me and jimin sat at the kitchen table greeting her then i told her to sit down "m-mom there's something i have to tell you so please don't get mad at me"

She looked at me worriedly my heart felt as if it was about to burst god why cant i say it jimin's thumb rubbed a circle on my hand signaling me to talk

Ugh here goes nothing "im p-pregnant" the look on her face broke my heart she looked disappointed and sad

Somewhat disgusted

"Just go i need some time to process this"

"What are you saying mrs min" jimin asked her wait was she going to kick me out

"What im saying is that Yoongi you cant live here i don't have room for a baby let alone enough money for it so pack your things and go i don't want to deal with this"

I understood she didn't want me anymore i stood up pulling jimin with me but before i went to my room i looked at her in the eyes "I love you mom" she looked away not saying it back

Enough said

Once we were in my room i threw everything off my dresser jimin tried to stop me but i pushed him punching the wall "yoongi stop this isn't good for the baby!"

"You know what jimin fuck you i wouldn't even be in this predicament but no you had to fuck me now i lost everything in my life even my mother so FUCK YOU" i broke down and cried it really wasn't his fault at all it was mines while i just took all of my anger out on him now he might leave me again thinking about that only made me cry harder

Jimin dropped to his knees and held me "i know you didn't mean what you said just know that everything will be alright and that im here to never leave your side don't worry about a place to stay i live alone so you along with our little bundle of joy can live with me" i looked up at him adoring his sweet smile

Why is he like this

Why was he such an angel to a demon like me

We started at each other for second jimin kissed my nose making me chuckle maybe life wont be so bad with just the three of us

Right?