-Camila-
After an accident that happened years ago, i was forced to grow up and change myself. I am what I am now , and i'm good with it. I draw , dance and sing as an escape. But when I met him , I realized that I can also find an escape in a pers...
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Chapter3 I glanced at myself nervously for the last time.I looked good.But just not perfect.There's always that feeling inside you that makes you want to be and feel more.Be perfect.And you try your best to achieve that even though you know that won't happen.
The house was silent due to Sophie and Grannie's absence.The sound of my heels could be heard clicking every time I moved.And just to be clear I was moving a lot. I was pacing around my bedroom waiting for Lauren to pick me up while trying to control my beating heart.It's like my body is still here but my heart is already there. Dancing and singing along to his music , Twisting around because of his voice , and melting at his smile.
I was putting on the perfume I always wear on me when I heard Lauren's car pull over.I ran so fast out the door that I didn't find the flash's speed fascinating anymore.
"damn someone is excited." Lauren said , smirking at me.She looked really pretty as well.Her hair was wavy and she was wearing a mini black crop top and a black skirt.Her eye makeup made her eyes stand out.Wait no , her eyes always stand out.
"Would you shut the fuck up already and drive."
***Shawn***
I don't get why I couldn't steady my beating heart.My palms were sweaty and I couldn't stop gulping nervously.
And that confused me.My actions were confusing me.I didn't get why I was feeling nervous , I'm used to performing in front of thousands of people...This is different.Today was different.And I didn't know why.
"Shawn there's still 10 minutes left.Are you ready?" Asked my manager with a smile on his face showing how proud he was of who I've become...He wears that smile before and after I perform , a smile that's always full of pride , and that alone seems to make me feel whole.
"Yeah , I'm ready I just need to get my guitar and I'll meet you backstage." He gave me one last smile before closing the door , leaving me alone. I looked at myself in the mirror after getting my guitar.After being pleased with how I looked , I headed out.
***Camila***
It was nerve-wrecking , standing with a bunch of strangers ( excluding my friends ). My body felt weak , like I could collapse any second now. I felt so nervous waiting for that one moment.Waiting for him.
"Stop biting your lip Karla" Said Dinah while giggling.I bite my lip a lot , It's a habit of mine.
The lights dimmed down and I held Dinah's hand from one side and Lauren's from another just for support.I felt like running away but my feet were glued to the ground.My brain was telling me I can't handle this and that I need to run , but my heart was telling me to stay.
And there he was.And the world stopped moving for a moment.For a moment it was just him and me out of all the 20,000 people here.
I broke out of my trance due to the crowds loud cheers and chants.Almost everyone was jumping up and down , or crying , or laughing , or video-taping.I stood still.Looking at him.
He was so beautiful.
He gave his fans a huge smile and said his hellos.I didn't pay attention to anything he said , I was paying attention to his voice.Goosebumps laid on my skin.His voice sent shivers down my spine and I just wanted to shrug it off but I couldn't.
He started singing stitches , everyone was singing along.But I wasn't. They were taking in the moment of being here. But , I was taking him in , not the moment.
His concert ended in a blink of an eye and he left the stage after saying goodbye. But I wasn't ready for a goodbye yet.
My insanity drove me to go through the crowd and climb up the corner of the stage just so no one can see me.The guard was too busy calming down a girl who looked like she was having a heart attack. I feel you girl , I feel you.
I looked like a crazy lost girl searching for her lost poppy.My eyes searched frantically trying to find him.
I felt like I was going crazy.I was so afraid at thought of him leaving already.I wasn't ready.
After giving up , I turned around to leave.On my way, I tripped because of a microphone wire and I fell to the ground.
I felt a body next to me so I opened my eyes.Noticing a tattoo of a collage of a guitar and trees on an arm next to me, I gulped nervously and looked up.
A pair of warm brown eyes were staring down at me with concern and something else , something I couldn't point out.
His hand wiped off a few strands of my hair that were on my face.He took his time while doing that , leaving me to feel the warm and comforting touch of his skin against mine.
My heart was all over the place.I couldn't even process what was even going on.I felt like I hit my head so hard when I fell that I was seeing things.
"Are you ok?" He asked.And I was going crazy at the thought of how close he was to me.
This was real. This was reality. But it didn't feel like it , Shawn is talking to me.
He then smiled when I nodded , leaving me staring down at his smile and lips.And I didn't feel weird when I was staring , because he was too.
