Her Art Wall.

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Legit listening to She Loves Control rn
Anywhore here ya go.

Chapter 4

I ran into my bedroom (aka the guest room ,which I now call my bedroom) and closed the door behind me immediately.I fell down on my bed and just stared up at the ceiling.Images of him started flashing through my mind , making me smile to myself like an idiot.The way his voice sounded so calm and comforting.The way his hand grazed my cheek slowly.The way he looked at me.The way he said my name. I couldn't stop replaying everything in my head.I don't think I ever could.

(Flashback)
"Uhm what's your name?" He asked making me gulp nervously.Why does he want to know my name?Why does Shawn Mendes want to know my name?

"Karla."I answered as my beating heart took a break and found its comfort space.

"Karla..." His eyebrows then furrowed. "Karla with a K or with a C?"

I giggled a bit finding his question amusing.
"Karla with a K." I answered , my cheeks aching from my wide ass smile.

"Karla." He said my name in a spanish accent , making my legs go numb.

"My name is Shawn."

"I obviously know that , being here and all."

"Oh yeah right." He said while face-palming.It was fascinating and confusing how my heart started beating at a normal pace.I never thought I could be able to talk to Shawn Mendes calmly.Heck I didn't even think I'd get to talk to Shawn Mendes at all.
He stared down at me, his handing ready to make contact with my cheek again , but unfortunately, the moment was ruined.

"Shawn are you ready to go to the party? Selena and Niall are throwing in some crazy dares , come on!" Charlie Puth said.He then looked at me and smirked at Shawn , and that made my heart flutter for some reason.I didn't even care that Charlie was there.Shawn was the only who mattered.
"I have to go Karla , I'll see you soon." He said as he held out his hand , helping me off the floor.

"How?"

He looked at me with passion filled in his eyes as he said, "I think I know where to find you , trust me."
(End of flashback)
Sophie barged into my room while I was daydreaming.She looked so cute running up to me with a smile on her cute little face.

"How was it?!"

"I can't even explain it Soph.I can't even tell you anything.He left me speechless." I replied , not being able to get rid of his still image in my head.

"Uhm well , grannie wanted me to tell you that the show started."

I smiled to myself.I've never felt so happy.I felt whole.For the first time in a long time , I feel complete.At that moment ,I took in everything.I had my Grandma , Sophie , my friends and I got to meet Shawn.I've never felt so lucky.

I remember feeling this was once.Before he was murdered.

"Tell her I'll be down in a sec." I replied , placing a kiss on her cheek before opening up my closet.I wore a pair of shorts and a red top and head out.

I cuddled up to my grandma and rested my head on her chest as Sophie was sitting on the floor playing with her dolls.

"No way.Is Juan really cheating?" Grandma said to herself while watching.However , my mind was elsewhere.

When grandma went inside to sleep , taking Sophie with her , I walked
out the door.It was a bit early , but I felt like I needed to be there.
I walked in and reached the wall.Staring at him brought back memories.It also , brought back a smile on my face.

I stood there for a good five minutes until I felt a hand on my shoulder.I gulped when I saw who it was.

"Told you I knew where to find you." He said smirking as he cupped my left cheek.

"Do you have an obsession with cheeks?" I asked without even thinking.

"Cheeks in general?Not really.Yours?Yes." He smirked once again , as I blushed.

If Dinah was here she'd probably say which cheeks.God.

"How'd you know I'd be here."

"I have my sources."

He got closer , to the point that we were chest to chest.He looked me in the eyes before saying ,
"Oh the things I want to do to you right now."
And with that , my heart lost it.
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SHORT CHAPTER I KNOW.
PLEASE KILL ME.
I KNOW THIS IS THE WORSE CHAPTER YET.DON'T BLAME ME OK I HAD A BUSY DAY TODAY AND I'M BOPPING MY ASS TO CAMILA'S ALBUM SO STFU.

Love,
~May
(I'll edit this chapter in the future)