Heart Sick

Chapter 5

She drove up a driveway and stopped at the front of the house.

"Lets go" She said opening her door. I couldn't get out, I didn't want to do this again, I dont want to have to go through all of it and repeat, what if they don't like me, what if I'm still the freak.

"Babe come on?" She said confused

" What If they don't like me" I whispered, almost scared.

"They will come ooooon" She dragged me out of the car, it was about 7. I smoothed ny dress out walking up to the house. Fuck it, I need to get this over and done with. We walked in and there was about 20 people, the party hadn't started yet.

"Hey Jesse this is Lindsey" She said, Jesse hugged me,

"Hey Lindsey" He said smiling, I didn't know about him, he had a dodgy aura bit he was nice, we'll see.

"Come on let's get a drink" She said dragging us to the kitchen.

I grabbed a red cup and opened the pantry, I grabbed some jack Daniels and a can of coke, I filled a third of the cup with jack Daniels and the rest with coke, a simple drink to start with.

Me and Brooke walked into the living room, I hadn't noticed like 60 people had arrived. Brooke led me over to a group of people.

"Lindsey these are my friends, Katrina, Luke, Alexa, Tayla, Taylor, Jai, Daniel, Tristan, Caleb and Kelsie"

"Hey guys" I said awkwardly smiling.

"Lindseys new here, Shes sstarting at penola" She said smiling.

They all said Hi to me really politely except for Luke and Alexa, Luke didn't give of a good vibe. Oh well I'm used to people bot liking me. Kelsie was really nice, she was kind of in the same situation as me when she started at penola. They were just like me, the way they acted, and dressed, I felt like I fit in, finally.

"Who wants to play spin the botlle!" Daniel shouted.

"YES" Brooke shouted.

We all sat in a circle and got a vodka bottle, Jai went first, spinning the bottle and it landed on kelsie, they had to kiss for 30 seconds. After it was Daniels turn, It landed on Brooke, They kissed for a bit longer than 30 seconds. After it was Luke's turn, He spun the bottle with it landing on Tayla, They had like a makeout session, Manwhore. After it was my turn, it landed on Luke, Great.

"No I'm not kissing him"

"I'm not kissing her ew" Well that hurt.

"Come on you pussys just do it" Jai said unamused.

I found myself leaning in, angry at Jai for calling me a pussy, I'm not. Luke didn't move away, so I found me kissing him for 30 seconds. I'm not gonna lie, it was a Fucking great kiss, but it was Luke so it ruined it.