First days are never great and everybody knows that. Today is my first day at Penola, thank god I'm only spending 1 year here though and then I'm done with school.
I slid the long black skirt up to my hips, I am not going out like this. I rolled it up four times till it was up to my mid thighs. I put the white long sleeve blouse on and pulled up the sleeves. I put the black tie on carlessly and put on my red blazer, lose pulling the sleeves up. That's better, now I don't look like a full on sLutz but I don't look like a fucked up nerd.
I put a layer of foundation on and a little eyeliner with a wing and some mascara, I put some lip balm on and grabbed my bag. I walked up to the front of the door. The nervousness creeped up on me. I don't get nervous, I have no idea if was the fact that I was In a different country or the fact that I had unknown feelings for an arsehole who hates me. I have no idea what's happening right now, my life it's just so lost, I'm so lost.
I open the door and start walking. I'm about a quarter way out of my driveway when I see, just the person I wanted to see. "Hey Lindsey, come walk with us" Jai smiled and waved. I had no idea they lived so close, like 4 houses away.
"It's ok I'm pretty sure Luke doesn't want me too" I said smiling, fake smiling. Truth is I want to go up to Luke and ruffle my hands through his hair and kiss him gently, and I want him to hold me, but I cant, and it's very likely that I never will be able too, and that sucks, That suck alot. I guess jai got the point because him and Luke just walked really fast ahead of me. Fuck this is gonna be a greeeat day. note the sarcasm
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Heart Sick
FanfictionShe never thought she would find love, or anything to live for. She grew up with nothing. She trys to end it all but the doctors save her, bringing her back to her worst nightmare. She wants to get away so she moves to the other side of the world...
