BENEFIT SHIT

Chapter 9

There was a time when i was alone my only friend was this man and the moon, even sometimes they would go away too, but then one night when i closed my eyes, i saw a shadow in the sky. He came to me with the sweetest smile.

-Jeehee?

-Huh?

I said as i opened slowly my sleepy eyes. My eyes shifted to Nya's figure. She had her seat just beside me.

-Wake up the teacher seem to get impatient.

I groaned and pulled my upper body up before i looked over at the teacher who was doing work on his computer as the class was finishing some exercises.

-What are we doing?

-Homework.

-Boring

-Like your personality.

-Okay, bitch i see the type of friend you are.. you are only my friend for my money don't you?

I threatened her in a teasing way by pointing my blue pen at her. She giggled and pushed away the pen.

-Bitch you are poorer than me lmao. I'm only here for the ass view i have of you when you walk.

-I shouldnt be surprise but i am. If you liked girl you could have told me earlier. I wouldn't have waste my time.

-Damn, is that a confession?

-Seem like it? So?

-I would take you but then i have something better.

Offended i scoffed and glared at Yoongi who was calmly doing his work.

-Him? He ain't even thicc.

-He's starting to get male titties.

She started.

-He's hitting the gym, she finished in a whisper and a shy blush.

-Lmaoooo, i shook my head.

Nya had started to date Yoongi officially it's been now one week since the cafeteria incident. They had multiple of dates and it seems like they are really feeling each other and i couldn't be more happy for her. I'm just glad that he looks like a decent man who wouldn't cheat on her.

I looked at the unfamiliar sheets in front of me that i guess might have been given by the teacher as my eyes were resting.

Nya took a glance at me.

-Do you have news of Jungkook...

-No, we didn't talk since the cafeteria thing. Along with Jimin and Jin. Jungkook just act like he never talked to me, Jimin doesn't even give me a word and Jin is also not minding me. They all have been acting like I'm some random people at school they never met.

-Shit, more serious than i thought.

-Girls, stop talking and work.

-Yeah, we are doing that right now.

-I will be checking at the end.

-You are welcome, i replied and rolled my eyes.

Nya simply broke a small smile, before she headed back to her work. I opened up my pencil case and took one of my highlighter. I liked doing nothing, but those grades won't collect themselves baby. I felt a pressure on my arm. I looked over at Nya who was the one pushing her pen slightly into my arm to grab my attention.

-Look over there, she spoke softly

I

-Look over there, Nya yelled to my ears.

The music was way too loud. I felt dizzy, my eyes couldn't focus on anything in front of me. I felt like i was about to throw up. My arms was around Nya's neck holding tightly into her too scared for my legs to let go on me. I pushed my head to the back so i was staring at the ceiling, it was helping me with my headache.  I felt her soft fingers pulling down my dress. 

-Where?

I yelled back letting my heavy head rest on my shoulder.  I looked at her throat. She swallowed harshly. Her eyes became dark as she was staring at a tall figure that i wasn't able to see clearly. She seemed incredibly uncomfortable and angry.  

-GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE !

I heard her yell at the top of her lungs. I saw tears slowly flowing down her rosy cheeks. I was completely confuse. What was going on.

I disdained my hold on her and fell on the ground. I laughed and tried my best to get up. 

What the fuck is that fucking shit.

It was now so hard to breath properly, i felt suffocated. I was able to hear myself breathing perfectly even through all the people yelling, singing, the loud music, Nya's cry...

Nya?

I looked up to see Nya slapping harshly a man. A tall man with dark hair. Two piercings on the left ear. I shook my head slowly. Honestly, everything felt so slow and my head didn't feels on the right track. I only wanted to laugh and cry. No in between. My stomach was in pain but was my heart, but i can seem to remember. I touched slowly my neck who felt weird, but i wasn't able to tell why. I then touched my lips who felt hotter, bigger, but then why were my cheeks so wet..

What the fuck is that fucking shit.

I tried again to stand up and with difficulty, i succeeded. Nya held my arms tightly to help me and turned her heels bringing me somewhere more isolated. 

Where was i ?

-Jeehee, we are leaving.

-Leaving where, i asked closing my eyes tightly due to the harsh headache i had. 

-You are such a mess, she exclaimed letting go on me. She brushed her hair harshly with her fingers. Her cheeks were still pink and it looked like her make up had slowly faded under her eyes. 

My heart again felt a harsh pain. I sat on a soft bed. We were in a room, i didn't know why but this room gave me the envy to cry. I didn't know why. I simply know i didn't want to be here.

Nya looked at me with the saddest eyes. I wanted to speak, i wanted to say something, but i couldn't. I wasn't able to remember, think or neither believe. Believe that i made my best friend cry. That she was in this state because of me.

-You should've told me you weren't okay Jeehee! Do you see yourself! Do you see!!??

I shook my head softly before i let my head hang low. I was ashamed and i didn't know why. Why was i so unconscious of my own self? She walked to me and cupped my face in her hands. Tears wasn't in my control no more. The only thing i left myself to control was the way i grabbed Nya tightly into my arms. I cried so much, i thought i was going to die by the pain i was feeling inside me.

-Cry baby, let it all out. 

She whispered caressing my hair with her soft finger.

-I'm so sorry.

-Don't be. There is nothing, you have to be sorry for. I think we should leave.

 I nodded. We stood up and left this party. As we got home, i went to bed without showering, talking or crying. I was exhausted and need a source of life that only sleep was able to give me.