Secret Affair (Harry Styles)

Chapter Twelve

Marissa's P.O.V

I heavily sighed as I let myself fall from the bed. Many thoughts were wondering over my head as I push them away. Why did I let him touch me? He's my goddamn father! But why do I feel this way for him?

I scoffed as I finally pushed myself out of my bed. I pick my clothes up and throw it in the hamper. I grab my ponytail and tie my hair in a tight bun. I entered the bathroom and close the door behind me. I turn the shower on not wetting my hair. I let the cold water run on my skin, seconds later the cold water was now warm. I smile weakly as it relaxes my muscles.

I can't believe I just had an 'intimate' moment with my father: Harry. Part of me want to stop him, but I enjoy the new feeling.

This confuses me, I never felt this before. I never had such an intimate moment with a guy, nor Ashton. Ashton, I felt bad for him. Yes, I do love him. But there's this part of me that crave and want Harry. Why do I need to feel this way for him? Out of all but him? Really? My foster parent?

I shut my eyes making the tears fall. I quickly wipe it away. I stepped out of the shower and wrap the towel around my body.

Harry, I don't know what to do with him yet. I don't know what made him upset. Or is this because, I do not want to touch myself in front of him?

I put on my panties and pajamas and a baggy t-shirt.

I walk out of my room and heading to the stairs to be stopped by someone playing guitar and singing. My face lit up at the thought of Harry singing. I always love guys when they sing.

I walk into the music room as the heavenly music filled my ears. I smiled at myself. But then, I heard Harry's husky voice sang. I silently open the door trying to catch a glimpse of him. There he was, sitting on the chair with his guitar on his lap as he strum it. Then he started to sing which made my heart go crazy.

"Shut the door
Turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel you're love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this,
Even though I tried"

His voice break on the end as he cleared his throat and sing again.

"Heart beats harder,
Time escapes me
Trembling hands
Touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down on my face"

That's when he broke down, I have to hold myself up for not crying. This sight was torturing, I never seen him weak and so vulnerable. He put his hands on his face as he sobbed quietly, still not knowing my presence.

I quietly walk towards him as I place my hand on his shoulder making him jump a bit. I rub soothing circles on his back as he look up at me. His bloodshot eyes meeting my watery once. What have I done?

"I'm sorry" I whispered still not breaking eye contact. His jaw was tense.

"For what?" he harshly snapped, I bite my lip stopping myself from crying.

"I'm sorry if I hurt you're feelings and I just don't want to touch myself in front of you" I awkwardly said, I pull my hand away. I was surprised when he caught ahold of my hand and place it on his shoulders. His body was now facing mine.

"Its ok. But its not that. Its just that I get hurt when someone call me slut" my face were now full of regret as I envelop him into a tight hug. My body was straddling him as I bury my face in his neck. I felt him chuckle making a vibration. His crotch rub on mine as my eyes widened. 

I pull away and look at him in the face. His eyes were full of lust and happiness? He slammed his lips on mine as I wrap my waist around him tighter. He stood up as he lay us towards the bed. I lay down on top of him and straddle his waist. I started kissing his neck as I suck on his weak spot making him moan.

My hands were wondering over his chest as I teasingly grab the bulge on his sweatpants making him release a throaty groan. I really don't know what to do. I don't know where I get this confidence from.

I rub my hands on his crotch as he shut his eyes in pleasure. I pull my hand away and position myself in his.
He look at me and furrow his eyebrows.

"Oh, were having a dry sex" he grinned as he bit his lips. I started rocking my hips back and fort sending friction between us. His hard bulge was in my private section as I gasp at the feeling. I kiss him on the lips as he let me have a control.

"Go faster baby" I do as I told and go faster. My head was laying on his chest as I rock my hips against him.

"Im cumming" he groaned.

"So do I" I said. We both ride our high's as I fell on top of him panting. That was just dry sex but it feels wonderful.

I finally look up at him to see his eyes closed with a smile on his face. "How was it?" I shyly ask, blushing from my question. He opened his eyes and look at me straight in the eye. "Its the best" I giggled as he kissed my forehead.

His phone goes off as we both groan. I rolled over so I'm not on top of him as he pick up his phone from the desk.

"Its Liz"

"Put it on speaker" I said, he nodded and answer it putting it on speaker.

"Hello babe!" Liz cheered.

"Hi love" Harry said, his nickname for her chipped my heart.

"Guess what?" she happily ask.

"What?" Harry said in confusion as I watched him with eyebrows furrowed. Liz words makes me gobsmacked.

"I'm pregnant!"

authorsNote: Didn't see that comming eh? Well guys I want to thank u for supporting my story. ur literaly da best!
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Yes. I'm from Philippines. And I support the boys aswell :) Ok enough with the Zouis.

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