Secret Affair (Harry Styles)

Chapter Thirty-Two

Harry's POV

"Should I put this in here babe?" Liz ask as I turn at her. She's holding a red balloon with helium as it float in the air. She points at the chair and I nod. Not uttering a word.

I am pissed off. So piss that all I could see is red. When I saw them kissing I just wanted to kill and rip his head off. So better he can fuck off.

When I saw her happy with him, and how she enjoyed their also called 'kiss' my mind went blank and replaced with fury. All fury.

I was mad as hell, how can she kiss her in front of me? She knew that I will broke down. She fucking did that on purpose obviously. To make me jealous of him. Which will never happen.

I guess so. I'm not jealous right? I'm never jealous.

Oh, maybe I am.

Yes I am.

I am incredibly jealous. Fuck, she makes me go crazy. That day in the elevator in the orphanage, I just want to wrap my arms around her and tell her that I love her.

But I can't. She hates me. I hurted her.

"Harry where's your phone? Can I use it? Mines were off." I sighed and got my phone out and give it to her.

My eyes widened as I remember my wallpaper. Shit.

"Uhmm.." I trailed wanting my phone back in my own grasp. Liz giggled as I furrow my eyebrows.

"You do love her do you?" she said. I'm confused as to what she was saying and she just smiled.

"Marissa." My heart skipped a beat. Does she knew about us? Does she caught us together? Or what if Marissa told her? She better not be.

"What?" I ask dumbly.

"You love Marissa Harry." she paused and my eyes widened. Her eyes watering. Shit. What am I gonna do now?

"What are you talking about?" My heart is pounding against my ribcage as I take deep breaths.

She can't know. How does she?

"You love her." her lips trembled.

I know. I love her.

I'm surprised by her actions as she wrap her arms around me and sobs on my chest. I pulled her closer.

Why does she acted like this? She should be mad at me. She should be yelling and slapping me. But why this? Not the reaction I supposed to be getting.

"Why are you crying?" I know its a dumb thing to ask but I'm speechless and can't think of anything. She pulled away and smiled at me, her brown eyes twinkling.

"I just appreciate how much you love her. You treated her like any man would treat her daughter. You care for her. You're so protective of her like she comes to you. You love Marissa just like you loved our Marissa." I look at her confusedly. So I was thinking the wrong way? Its not what she mean't by it? Damnit!

I smiled forcely and kiss her forehead when I heard someone scream. My head quickly turn at her as she collapsed at the ground.

"Marissa!" I shouted and ran over to her gently picking her up and placing her in my lap. She cried out in pain as I soothed her.

"Call a fucking ambulance!" I shouted when I notice that Liz was still standing there not doing anything.

When I looked at her face, it was full of hurt. Like the look she had when I told her that I don't love her. I was lying when I said that. I love her with all my heart.

A warm liquid snapped me out of my thoughts as I noticed she was crying. I soothed her and touched her cheek gently.

"No don't cry love. They will be here in a minute. Don't cry. Just hold on. Don't sleep." I said and brush the hair infront of her face and entertwin my hand in hers.

The ambulance arrived and they lifted her in me putting her in the strecher. I didn't let go of her hand as they put her in the ambulance van.

"Sir are you going to come with her?" the paramedic asked me. I nod my head and jumped in beside her not letting go of her hand.