Random Thoughts🍒✨

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I open my new "Rp" account.RP means "roleplaying".Most fans of kpop,international celebrity or whoever that are famous our fond of using this.Some says that "Rp" accounts are also called as the "Dummy" accounts.But for the normal people they called it the "Poser" account.I've already produce exactly four already.For trying to find some friends,chat friends or maybe an "RS" or what we called "Relationship".Isn't it weird?

I can share you my story.I prefer that as my "one embarassing" experience in "Rp World".Try not to laugh though.

As I open my new rp account for the third time.Sigh.I continued accepting some request from the other roleplayers.I also did the sending of friend request.To get more followers or what they called likers.

And when I got bored adding and scrolling in my news feed.I open my messenger to chat some friends.I was chatting in our group chat when suddenly someone chat me.

I was surprise and excited.The feeling of "you-had-no-one" in the Rp World suddenly feels like "you-had-someone-to-chat-from-now-on" in this boring  world of mine.

You said "hi" and I said "hello" to you ,we started chatting each other back then.You ask me some questions and I answer it honestly and vice versa but it didn't include our  true identity because its an "Rp thing".

You ask me one last question that makes my heartbeat quickens.You ask me if I have an "RS".And then I answered no.Later then I ask you that same question.And you replied "Same".

By that time I felt my hopes rise up.I think that maybe this is it.I'm gonna experience the "RS thingy".Slight smile.

So when you asked me to be your "RS" I immediately said "Yes" to you.But you had one condition.That this "RS" thing will last only for one week.I agreed because I want to experience other roleplayer feels when they got their "In a Relationship" status.

After accepting your proposal,the next day.I stalk some of my Rp friends and find that they have the names of their partners in their accounts but we hadn't.I was waiting for you to send me request after a minute stalking some couple Rp's.I waited for your account to see the "active now" but you didn't.It always says "active 12 hours ago".It seems that you didn't open your account.Sigh.

I keep on reading our last convo.Sadly,I went to our group chat.And find them playing "truth or dare".I found myself reading their conversation to busied myself.

I saw some of their screenshots that are alike in our conversation.The condition.The "RS" thing that will last only for one week,5days,3days and etc.And read some of hurtful comments of other members in the gc.They even called them "Whore","Desperate","Attention-Seeker" or so-what-ever.I pity those girls that are fooled by those heartless jerks.

As weeks had passed.That you didn't show up.I typed your name in search.But it doesn't show your account.

When I planned to read our convo again.It also says "Facebook User".Wow.Maybe you deactivated or reported?

Later then.I have realized that maybe I am also one of  those desperate girls out there.I felt like I am such a pathetic loser.I am also an attention seeker ,a whore etc.I shouldn't have trusted that stranger.

After that incident I deactivated and report all my "RP" accounts.I honestly have good memories there.But I am fooled thrice because of my easy-to-get behavior.

I guess that's the end of my embarassing story.Haha.You know that I have a hard time thinking of making new account because of the unlucky experience and here I am busy scrolling on my news feed.

And this time I'm fully aware that this is an "RP World".A Fake world,fake accounts,fake friends,and what-so-ever.

Okay guys goodbye for now.(Wipes imaginary fake tears)

Oh wait!Someone chatted!

Hi I'm Caelum!;)