I was cleaning my- our house.. and then,
I went to your room.
It's filled with memories
It's filled with you.
Jimin,
I missed you so much.
Without me noticing,tears escaped my eyes and flow down through my cheeks
I sat on your bed. I love it how you would cuddle with me before we fell asleep. And you would wake me up with kisses everyday.
Sometimes,I even pretend to be asleep so you would do that longer.
I wander around,
I look at the dressing table, where I used to do my makeup and you teasing me that I look prettier without all those layers upon my face.
And then the sofa where we always play games. I remember it vividly like it just happens yesterday where you would tickle me when I lost the game.
This used to be our room. But I just couldn't bare with the pain. Everything reminds me of you. Everything.
And I wasn't strong enough.
Lastly ..I open your wardrobe and take a look at your clothes.
I saw your favourite sweater and I take it from the hanger. It was from me. For your birthday. I hold it close as if I'm hugging you right now.
Your smell still lingers here. The smell of your favorite gucci perfume from your best friend.
I keep looking and looking until I found this one box.
I opened it.
I saw something so beautiful there..
A maroon diamond necklace and a letter?
"Dear my sweet Hyerin,
I'm sorry that I can't say this in person. So that's why I'll just say it here.
I'm sick hyerin, And I don't know if this disease can be cured or not.
So I prepared for the worst. And left.
Because I'm scared that I won't be in this world for long. Long enough to spend your whole life and makes you happy.
I'm sorry.. I'm sorry hyerin.
By the time you found this, I would probably be gone already.
And If I didn't come back,
It means that I am no longer here..
Just remember this,hyerin
You are the only person that I love and ever love. You'll be fine without me. I want you to be happy. And be who you are.
Please always keep my memory in your mind and heart.
Love,
Park jimin."
