Jaden looked around looking slightly curious as I sipped my can of sprite
"It smells weird in here." Jaden announced.
I choked on my sprite and a mass of bubbles went up my nose. Well, this is awkward..
"Maybe it's my..." I looked around helplessly for an escuse. "PIZZA!"
"Wow, loud." Jay flinched. "So how's you?
"I'm okay." I smiled.
I put my spirte down.
"So, that ring. You're like already married?!"
OH, er yeah... ANYWAYS I hear you're dating this real quiet guy called...
***
"Okay, okay so wait, you HAD a fianceé," He questioned. "And now you're going out with his BRO?! OH and you slept wit' mah sis for payback 'cuz HE slept with HER.."
Jaden smirked as I turned and blushed at the wall giggling to myself.
"That, that's just BAD!" He chuckled even more.
"Okay so, you are going OUT with your ex fianceé's bro and I kinda... instead of sayin' I do, I said, yea." I glared at him and started laughing hysterically.
"For real?!"
He nodded and looked kind of ashamed at himself, which made it even funnier.
"Nice going, Jay," I taunted. "Best wedding everrrr."
He prodded me whilst biting his tongue and smirking.
***
I looked into the mirror as I leaned on the sink, Jaden was on my sofa, he had fell asleep awhile ago. I looked kind of drained but it didn't seem as if anyone had noticed, or well maybe they just didn't judge because all the people I meet are good people. So, I haven't heard from Simon in a while.. and I keep thinking about the day when I met Simon.. before when me and Jada were talking...
"I really don't give a fuck, he left me with a baby and like what the fuck who does that!" Jada spat. She was talking about Avery, the kid Simon and Jada had made... when we were going out, when he cheated.
"He probally killed himself, THAT'S why he hasn't talked, maybe he just couldn't bare it without you.You guys were inseperable before you met his brother."
***
I did kind of miss him, he was good company and he did say he's always friends with his exes. Maybe that was an escuse but I couldn't care less. I studied my face, the deep craters and pale shade to it. I winced at the reflection and walked out of the bathroom to go and wake up Jaden.
I nudged his cozy body, he was curled up in a ball. Cute sleeper, why can't everyone look cute when sleeping, I mentally sighed. It would make sleeping round someone elses ALOT more easier.
"Um, Jay?" I stared at his lifeless body with disbelief. "Mehhh, I give up." I spoke aloud and wondered into my room.
***
Shit, I mentally cursed myself. How am I supposed to- he's been gone a week, not texted me, but I can't just secretly dump him.I don't feel right staying with someone I don't love.. You had fallen out of love with Josh, tragic I guess. before I had been sooo psyched over him and now.. it's faded into, wellll nothing.
I swiped the key pad on my phone and tapped on the kik app: " I'm sorry babe but... I don't. I think. I think we should like have a break.." I texted.
I couldn't just break up with him, ESPECIALLY over text so I just used the 'break' word. I still knew I felt bad, deep down. I mean I don't LOVE him. I guess he knows though, we don't really act inlove..
I mean before I was an option to him NOW I don't know, I'll find out..
***
