I Need You Back... (Part Two)

Recap

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto or any other characters.

But I own my made up characters so no copying hehehe ;-)

So.....

Hello my fellow readers! This is the second part to "I Let Her Go..."

If you haven't read it, you must if you want to find out what happened in this.

Recap then from last part of I Let Her Go...

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I woke up sweating and threw the covers of blankets off me. Looking at the clock, it was six-thirty and I had thirty minutes before Sasuke came over.

It was now Saturday night and I laid in my bed uncomfortable during that dream or memory. The baby downstairs whimpered loudly but my thoughts concured it.

I would have loved to have seen Lenora's face to see Koyuki smiling and not crying.

This black dull uniform which I have worn for a full day had now been drenched with sweat and became itchy, irritating my skin.

But I didn't care. It was for her. I pulled out the necklace which slept on my neck and admired it.

'Why can't I get you out of my head? The girl who had long golden brown hair with green emerald eyes. Her plump lips and her gentle smile. The girl who saved my life and has left me now... I.. I fell for you. I promised that I would protect you but I failed.. You've been only gone for a day and yet I crave you. I long for you... I miss you. Sasuke does too. He loved you' I thought as I twisted in my bed. The black clothes which I wore held that a small forget-me-not stored in my pocket.

I reached into my top left pocket and grasped the suffocating flower. It smiled inbetween my forefinger and thumb and span it round: Letting it dance by force of its Will. But this flower was in memory for her.

I sighed and ruffled the sheets in my sleeping place. I saw my desk starring at me and wanting me to open it. I leaned over to my drawer beside my bed and pulled out a book from the bottom draw. 'Konoha genin year'.

Blowing it gently, dust particles danced in the air and got dragged down by gravity to the wooden floor. Opening the book, it opened to a old, random, withered page.

"Why?! Why did you leave me Lenora?! It was my fault! Mine!" I yelled as I fisted my bed countless times. The book jumped from my rage and sadness and fell onto another page. I felt a slight tear well up in my eye and collected it with my forefinger. "This is what you have done to me... I can't live without you no more... I did fall in love with you" I sniffled. I looked deeply into the book and cried softly.

The page landed on a picture of Me, Naruto, Sasuke, Sakura and Lenora laughing of when we first got our Konoha headbands. We were all smiling together... That had to be the last time we all smiled together... As friends. I placed the flower on her and closed the book, letting the flower be pressed and to be preserved for another time.

Taking off my drenched clothing, I threw them onto the floor and went towards the shower, letting the water run before I steeped in and cleaned myself.

After the shower, I put on my mission clothing and placed my hands in my pockets, to then discover something sleeping there.

Paper.

I pulled it out and it had my name written on the front of it in Lenora's handwriting. 'To Ryosuke' I immediately pulled the paper open and saw some text hidden under the flap of paper.

'Ryosuke, sorry for leaving you in such a bad time and leaving you in such a state. I want you to know that I'm with Yuzuki and planning on bringing some people down for killing our parents. I love you so much and please, never forget me. I know you keep getting flashbacks and I do too. You were wearing your brown tshirt and black shorts. You kept telling me that I was wearing a light blue dress but I wasn't and when I said that you were wearing those items, you said that you wasn't either. Please don't tell anybody that I'm still here, alive. And please don't search for me.'

It read until I saw some other writing inside if the paper. I carefully tore it and saw the hidden writing.

'My death wasn't real. I wrote this note at 5.37pm on Saturday. It proves to you that I'm alive. I will continue to leave you notes. I want you to discover the truth. Thank you for being there with me in my final times. Let me tell you this also: When Tsunade left me in a room by myself after healing my wounds, Yuzuki fixed me up properly. I am now hunting for those men and that woman who killed my family. This note will burn after you read it. I'm sorry. If you try telling anybody that I am alive... I will have to kill you'

My heart pondered in my chest and realised... I had... Let her go...