Chapter 4

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*heads up. This chapter contains suicidal actions. If you don't want to read it you can skip to the next chapter.*

[Sophia]

I wake up to my alarm and realize that I have to go back to school. Zayn and I pull up to the school, he parks and we get out. We walk through the doors and go to our lockers. I greet Julie and get my books. Where is Harry and his posse? Oh well I really don't care I'm glad they aren't here right now. I then go to first period.

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Zayn said he had to talk to his teacher for a minute before going to his locker and driving me home, so he told me to wait by his car. I walk to his car and hear Amber say, "Can you just make our lives better and kill yourself?" Amber is part of Harry's gang. Then I hear, "Yea just die." come from Louis. I try to hold back the tears and Zayn finally comes out and when we get out of the school parking lot I immediately start crying. "Sophia what did they say this time?" He asks and I reply. "Nothing just forget about it.I'm fine." I know he doesn't believe that but he shrugs it off and I'm glad he did. When we reach my house I see that my mom's car is gone and that's when I get a text.

Mom: I am out with a friend I'll be back later. Love you.

I get out of Zayn's car, wave goodbye and he drives off. I decide to walk to the library in town when I get there I see Amber getting out of Harry's car and I try to walk past without her noticing but she does. I see her whisper something in Harry's ear and then she starts walking towards me. I turn in the other direction and start running I get to an alley and try to hide but she finds me. "I told you to stay away from him. Did I not make myself clear?" "Ye-" I start to answer but she punches me in the face and can feel the cut on my lip, then she punches me again in the stomach and I fall to the ground. Man she is strong for a girl. She then kicks me in the ribs and I whimper in pain. She gets down to my level and pulls my hair to make me look at her. "Did I make myself clear this time?" I nod and she walks away. As soon as she leaves I start crying and I hear footsteps. I get up so I can try to walk away but I can hardly stand from the pain in my stomach and ribs. "Sophia?" Ugh really, does he want to take a swing at me too? I don't say anything I just try to stand again and I stabilize myself on my feet. "Sophia?" He repeats himself, I finally look up at him and say, "Harry what do you want?" I can hear the pain evident in my own voice. "Oh my gosh what happened?" He asks and I answer "Nothing I'm fine." "No you're not I can see the cut on your lip and you are holding your stomach." He says and I reply "It's nothing Harry." I push past him and he calls after me but I ignore him and walk back home. I'm not even halfway up the stairs and I was crying.I walk into my room and open my computer to watch Netflix I watch a couple episodes of Pretty Little Liars until I get a couple emails. I open my email and I see a lot of different comments from Harry's friends such as, "The world would be a better place without you." and , "Go kill yourself." etc.I start crying and get up to look in the mirror. I say to myself, "Maybe they're right, maybe the world would be better without me. I can't do this anymore."

I.

Am.

Done.

I grab a piece of paper and a pen. I start writing. I write a letter to Harry. I also write a letter to Zayn. I walk into my bathroom and grab the bottle of pills, then I go downstairs and swallow them. I then walk to Harry's house in tears, knock on the door. He answers it, "Sophia what are you doing here?" I hand him the paper and run back home. I lay down and start having flashbacks.

*flaskback*

"Dad stop singing!" I say as my dad screams the lyrics to 21 Guns by Green Day, he doesn't have the best voice. "Oh you're no fun, sing with me." he says and I shake my head, then say, "Ugh fine." Then I start screaming the lyrics too. We are getting some weird stares from the people on the sidewalks since our windows are open.

*flashback ends*

I start crying harder at the memory of me and my dad. Why did I have to lose him too?

*flashback*

"Put me down Harry!" I yelled as he started running towards the pool. "I don't think so." he said as he threw me right in. "Ugh you can be such a jerk sometimes." I laughed out and then heard another splash, that's when I realized that Harry jumped in. For revenge I jumped on his back and dunked him. "Payback" I said when he came back above the water.

*flashback ends*

That's when everything went black.

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