Love or heartbreak? Really what's the difference?

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Well it's over now. The closet I've ever felt to love is gone. This pit in my stomach is eating away I didn't know it would hurt this much. The weirdest thing my throat is numb and I couldn't say a word to you and tears aren't falling my smile is absolutely broken I haven't laughed in two days. Wow this is what I was scared of, you were what I was scared of and I just didn't see it. I always see things I like I avoid people like you. I've never been so damn reckless but the day I met you that changed. What you said is playing over and over in my mind. I asked why you were avoiding me if there was a reason. Yes you said what we did reminded you of your ex. Your fucking ex now tell me did my lips taste too much like hers? Was my hair slightly the same color or maybe it was my blue green eyes I've always thought they looked like murky water but maybe they looked like hers. Maybe it was my body was the shape too much like hers?  You never should've crawled between my legs if you were thinking about her. Never. And now you say sorry so I say I get it it's fine so you say are you sure you're not just saying that? Well if I was what the fuck you gonna do about it? Nothing right? Exactly why you're not getting a reply. Fuck. I actually liked you or something and this is this is what happens love is destruction who knew a four lettered word could cause more hurt and pain than a hurricane.