Waiting For You

Untitled Part 8

Gemma's POV

I'd just finished my shift at Smoke, and was on my way to my car. Sid will be back in two days, and I can't wait. I miss him so much.

I got to my car, and dropped my keys, watching them slide under the car. "Fuck!" I growled. I got down on my stomach, crawling half under the car, retrieving them. I went to stand back up, and jumped back. "Jesus! Eric, what the fuck!" I yelled. Eric is a guy in his early forties, and is a regular. He has always been nice, but gives off a creepy vibe. I've never liked him, and now, I'm really nervous.

"Hi Gemma." He said with a creepy smile. Shit! I looked around, and didn't see the bouncer who is normally at the door.

"Yeah. I gotta go man. See ya." I said, trying to find the key to get in my car. He grabbed my keys out of my hand. "What the fuck are you doing?" I yelled.

"I just want to talk Gemma. I'll give them back after we talk." He said quietly. I went to grab them and he moved his hand.

"Fuck off, asshole. Give them back now." I demanded. He moved closer to me, pinning me between my car and his body, knocking my bag off of my shoulder. Fuck! My knife is in there! I shoved his chest, and he grabbed my throat, squeezing slightly. I started fighting him, but he blocked every move I made. I went to scream, and he covered my mouth. I was fucking terrified at this point.

"Don't think so. Are we going to to talk now?" He asked. I glared at him and bit his hand, then felt him backhand me across the face, making me see stars. Now I'm pissed off. I slumped against the car, when I heard tires screech to a halt, and two car doors slam.

"HEY!!! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER!!!" Why do I know that voice? That's...oh goddammit! I turned my head in the direction of the voice. It's Corey and Jay.

Eric moved back, looking at them, as both Corey and Jay approached me. "Get the fuck away from her." Corey said I serious low tone. Eric smirked at me, and tossed my keys on to the hood of my car, then walked away. I was almost panting at this point. I felt the side of my face, and it felt like it was on fire. I moved off my car, and grabbed my keys, my hands shaking.

"Thanks." I said, not looking at either of them.

"Gemma, are you alright?" Jay asked me softly. I looked down and nodded, afraid to make eye contact, because I don't want either of them seeing me upset, or cry.

"Let me see your face Gemma." Corey said walking closer.

"I'm good. Thanks." I said, trying to get the right key, but couldn't because my fucking hands wouldn't stop shaking. I dropped them again. "Fuck!" I yelled. Corey bent down and grabbed them handing them to me. "Thank you." I said quietly, noticing my hands still shaking. Corey grabbed them, and held on to them, making me feel awkward.

"Hey, who was that guy?" Corey asked.

"A regular. Won't be after tonight." I said looking across the parking lot.

"What the hell happened? We drove past, and saw him smack the shit of you. Why?" Jay asked me. I sighed, moving my hands away from Corey.

"I went to get in my car, and he came out, scared me, then grabbed my keys. He wouldn't give them back, so I tried taking them back. He tried covering my mouth so I wouldn't scream. I bit him, and he hit me. Said he just wanted to talk. I'm sure he won't feel like talking to anyone once I tell Mikey." I said, leaning against my car. "Fuck!" I half yelled.

"Is that all he did Gemma?" Corey asked me seriously. I looked at him, seeing he was a cross between angry and worried. Jay looked the same way too.

"Yeah. That's it. He knocked my bag off my shoulder, or I would of fucking stabbed his ass." I said, looking at him. I saw a smile spread across Corey's face, as he nodded in approval. I sighed, looking away for a second.

I felt a hand gently grab my chin, and I flinched, not expecting that. "Sorry, let me see your face. Please?" Corey asked. I turned, as he moved my head to the side, looking. "It's starting to swell. You should get some ice on it."

I couldn't help but chuckle. "He hits like a bitch. I've been hit harder before. I'm good. Thanks though." I grinned at him. I saw the concern on his face. Fuck, I shouldn't of said that. "Um, anyways. I need to go tell Mikey, then call Sid." I said, picking my bag up.

"Sid is gonna shit. You realize this, right?" Jay asked me.

"Yeah, he is. Not sure who will be worse, Mikey or Sid." I grinned at Jay. Both Corey and Jay laughed.

"Almost a coin toss on that one." Corey laughed. I grinned and nodded.

"Want me to call Sid now?" Jay asked.

"You don't have to do that-" I started to say. Jay was already calling him. I sighed, and could just hear him already.

"Hey Sid. Hey, I need to tell you something, but just calm the fuck down first. Yes. No, not that. Gemma. It's Gemma, Sid. She is fucking fine dude. Can I fucking talk?!" I heard Jay. Corey and I chuckled little, because we knew Sid was already worked up. I listened as Jay explained what happened, and then saw Jay move the phone from his ear, as we heard Sid yell "ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! I AM GONNA KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER!!!!"

"Fucking hell." I mumbled, sighing.

"Probably a good thing Jay called him." Corey grinned at me.

"Not sure if anyone should of called him." I said, shaking my head. "Jay, calm him down. I gotta call Mikey." I told him. I grabbed my phone, as Jay calmed Sid down. I called Mikey and he answered.

"What's wrong kitten?" He asked.

"Need to talk to you. Can you come outside please?" I seriously looked up, and saw him walking towards me.

"Shit." Corey mumbled. Mikey hurried over to me.

"What the fuck happened to your face? One of these assholes do this?" He asked looking at Corey and Jay. Both of them looked ready to piss themselves.

"Calm down. Goddamn! Both you and Sid are so worked up sometimes. No. They didn't. They helped me. It was Eric." I said looking at him. He knew right away who I was talking about.

"That little shitbag! I know where he lives." Mikey said.

"Which is why you won't go there. Got it? Wait until he comes in tomorrow. Do not go to his house. I won't talk to you if you do." I told him. He mumbled something under his breath and sighed.

"Fine. But his ass is mine when he comes in. You sure your ok?" Mikey asked.

"Yes. Jay's trying to calm Sid down before I talk to him." I said. Mikey walked over to Jay, and held his hand out for the phone. Jay almost threw it at him.

"Siddy! It's Mikey. Gemma's good man. I know, calm down, ok? I swear to ya Siddy, she's good. I'm gonna have Trey stay outside her place until you get home. No man! Trey loves doing shit like that. It's all good. Just calm down. I'm sorry about this. Trey's gonna take care of her. Alright. Here's your friend." Mikey handed Jay the phone. He turned to me.

"Trey will be by in a bit. You've known Trey for years, kitten. Between him and Bones, I dare a motherfucker to fuck with you. You good for now? Trey won't come in. He'll just keep an eye out, unless you want him inside. Up to you." I sighed and stared at Mikey.

"He fucking snores so damn loud man! His ass sleeps in his car. He can come in, just not to sleep. Bones couldn't even sleep last time." I said, hearing Corey laugh.

"Alright. That's fine. Have these two follow you home. Trey should be there when you get there. I'll call you in the morning." Mikey said, kissing the top of my head. He walked back inside. Jay grinned and handed me the phone. I sighed, putting it up to my ear.

"Hey, Sid." I said quietly.

"Gemma, I'm gonna fuck that guy up. Are you ok, baby? I fucking shouldn't of left." I could tell he was upset now, and was still pissed, but not as bad.

"I'm fine, baby. I am. Trey is gonna be there. He's not sleeping inside our house. That fucker snores too loud." I told him. I heard him laugh.

"You sure? I'll come home right now." He said.

"Babe, I'm fine. Please, just finish this, then come home, ok?" I said. He was quiet.

"Fine. Fuck! Do you work at the bar anymore before I get home?" He asked.

"No. Now calm down. I'm in good hands." I told him.

"Corey's there isn't he. I know Gem. I know. Tell me you aren't letting him inside." I was starting to get pissed.

"Are you challenged? No!" I squeaked out. He laughed hard.

"I'm fucking with you babe. I know you won't. Alright get home and call me. I love you." He said.

"I love you too. Call you in a bit." I said hanging up. I sighed and handed the phone back to Jay. "Thank you for talking him down off the clock tower." I told him. They laughed at me.

"What a fucking night." I sighed. I cracked my neck. "You guys don't have to follow me home. I'm totally fine." I said.

"I'm not fucking answering to Mikey about why we didn't follow you home. Are you fucking crazy?!" Corey half yelled. Jay was nodding in agreement with him.

"Jesus. I can talk Mikey down. You guys have heard too many stories about him." I grinned. They didn't look convinced.

"Nope. Not happening. We'll follow you." Jay said.

"Thanks though you guys. You didn't have to stop. I appreciate it, alot." I told them.

"Christ, I wasn't going to keep driving after seeing that. I'm not always an asshole Gemma." Corey said to me seriously. He was staring intently at me, making me feel uncomfortable again.

"I know. You have your non asshole moments. Even if they are few and far between." I said, hearing Jay try to cover his laugh with a cough. It didn't faze Corey a bit. He was still staring at me, as a smile slowly spread across his lips. "Anyways. Thanks guys." I said, getting in my car. I started my car, and pulled out of the parking lot, Corey and Jay following behind me.

Why the fuck was he looking at me like that? I don't care how attractive he may be, he's still an asshole. Yes, I will admit, he is very good looking. But, he's a prick. He doesn't get what he wants, he turns total asshole. I'm tired of having to defend myself anytime he's around, because he talks shit to me. I'm tired of him trying to mess with mine and Sid's relationship.

I love Sid more than anything in this world. I want to be with him. I have waited my whole life to be with him, and now I have it. I'm not letting some jackass fuck it up. I sighed, as I pulled up to my place. I saw Jay and Corey pulling behind me. I shut off my car, and got out. I looked around, and didn't see Trey's car yet. Fuck!

"Your guy here yet?" Corey asked, as I walked closer to his car.

"Not yet. Should be soon. You guys don't have to wait." I said.

"Yes we do." The both said in unison.

"Jesus." I laughed. They both got out, as I sat on the bench in front of my shop.

"So is it true?" Jay asked, grinning at me. I looked at him puzzled.

"Is what true?" I asked him.

"Sid moving in." Jay said. Shit I wasn't sure who he had told yet. I looked at Corey briefly, then at Jay.

"Yeah. He's been moving stuff in for the last month. We are tearing a wall down to open the place up even more." I said.

"Really? That's kinda fast, isn't it?" Corey asked me.

"I've know Sid all my life, so, no I don't think so. We lived together before." I said to him. I saw him nod his head.

"That's great Gemma. I'm happy for you guys." Jay smiled at me, which made me smile.

"Thanks. He asked me. I was fine with it." I said.

"Gonna be able to deal with him being gone all the time, crazy fans, shit like that?" Corey asked, grinning slightly.

"Uh, yeah. Why wouldn't I? Sid's got a life besides just me. And a career. Just like I have a life and a job. I'll be fine." I said.

"Just checking. Not everyone's cut out for it." He shrugged. What is with him? He goes from nice as can be, to a shit head in minutes. I don't get it. I saw Trey pull in, and stood up.

"That your body gaurd?" Corey smirked at me. I flipped him off, making Jay laugh.

"Want to talk shit to Trey's face and find out?" I asked. Again, that slow smile spread across his lips.

"I'm fucking with you, Gemma. Glad he's here so you aren't alone." He smiled nicely at me. Boy, he's good. Turns on the charm when he needs to.

"Thanks again, guys." I said as Trey walked up.

"Gonna punch me Gem?" Trey grinned.

"Only if you fucking snore. I already told Mikey you start that shit and your ass is sleeping outside." I said, make them all laugh. "And no. I'm sorry I punched you. Does your vagina hurt too?" I asked. The three of them were about on the ground laughing.

"I'll see ya soon Gemma." Jay said hugging me.

"Thanks." I whispered to him. He nodded getting in the car. I looked at Corey, and fucking knew he wanted a hug. I figured I'd play nice, since him and Jay did save me.

I gave him a hug and he whispered to me, "Sid is a lucky guy. I hope he knows that."

"He does. I'm lucky to have him." I whispered back.

"It doesn't change the fact that I still want you, Gemma." He whispered, his lips closer to my ear this time. I almost shoved him back in disgust. I moved away from him and glared.

"Leave me alone Corey. Why do you keep doing this shit?" I said in a hushed tone. Trey had already gone upstairs, and Jay was in the car with the windows up, but I saw him looking at me with concern.

"Because you can't tell me that you don't want me too, Gemma. You are just too scared to admit it." He said seriously to me. Is he for real?! I fucking love Sid, and would do anything for Sid, and would do anything to be with him. I don't want Corey! Ugh!

"Stay away from me. I'm in love with Sid. Go get a girlfriend Corey." I said, turning to go to my house.

"Night Gemma." Corey called after me. I got inside and locked the door.

"You good Gemma?" Trey asked.

"Yeah. Help yourself to whatever you want. You know that." I grinned at him. "I need to call Sid. I'll be back in a minute."

I got in my room and yanked my phone out, calling Sid. "Hey baby." He said, making me relax just hearing his voice.

"Hey. I'm home I just wanted you to know that. Trey is here now. Jay and Corey waited outside until he got here." I said. I felt tears starting in my eyes, thinking about what Corey had said to me. I want Sid here before I tell him.

"Whats wrong? You sound funny." Sid can pick up on anything wrong with me. I swear. He always has been able to.

"Sid, we should talk about it when you get home. I'm not telling you over the phone." I said to him.

"Did I do something wrong?" He asked worried.

"No, baby. You haven't done anything wrong at all. It's not like a break up talk. Jesus." I said, hearing him let out a sigh of relief. "It can wait until you are home."

"If you are sure. Is the side of your face ok?" He asked. I hadn't even looked at it. I went to the bathroom, and saw a small bruise.

"Um a small bruise is starting. I'll be fine." I told him. He almost growled. "I'm ok, I promise."

"Alright. Get some sleep." He said, then was quiet.

"What's wrong?" I asked him.

"What are you wearing right now?" He asked. I could hear the smile in his voice.

"Well, as soon as Trey is settled, I'm locking myself in here, and not sleeping in a single bit of clothing." I grinned, toying with him. I heard him groan.

"Dammit Gemma. Not fair." He said.

"You asked. You just wish you were here. On top of me" I said quietly. I heard him let out a deep breath, then sigh.

"Now you aren't playing nice at all." I heard him say, his tone lower. I smiled.

"No? I'm not?" I asked innocently.

"You know you aren't. Christ. I want you so fucking bad right now. You want me just as much don't you?" He asked.

"Worse. I am going to make you beg me for more when you get back." I heard him groan quietly.

"Fuck. Gemma, you better be in bed, naked when I get there. I'm serious." He said in almost a whisper.

"Got you worked up, don't I?" I grinned.

"You know you do. Fuck." He whispered.

"Hold on I'll send you something." I said. I took a quick picture of...well I'll leave that to your imagination, and sent it to him. "You should have it soon." I heard him shuffle his phone around, then it was silent.

"Sid?" I asked.

"Uh huh." Was all I got. I giggled. "Fucking hell Gem. Goddamn." He said, letting a breath out.

"Will that help get you through until you come home?" I laughed.

"Mmm. Gemma, I miss you. Dammit." He sighed.

"Get some sleep. You better delete that. I mean it Sid." I warned him.

"I will. As soon as I'm done with it." We both laughed at that, although, I don't think he was kidding.

He got home two days later, and scared the shit out of me when he did. I had been working at breaking down more of the wall, and didn't hear him. I took a step back and bumped into him, making me jump and scream. "Fuck!!" I screamed, then realizing it was him. He was laughing at me. I took off my work gloves and threw them at him. He grabbed me by the waist, pulling me into him hard, as he kissed me just as hard.

"I missed you baby." I said, my lips not leaving his.

"Mmm. Me too." He smiled at me as he let go. "So, tell me what you needed to talk to me about." I sighed and led us to the couch.

"Sid, this isn't going to make you happy. I want you to know he's most likely going to deny it." I started. He already looked pissed. "I need to tell you something." I told him everything Corey had said. I got to the part about him hugging me, and what he whispered, and how close his mouth was to my ear.

By the time I was done, Sid's face was so red, and he was breathing hard. "Sid, nothing happened. I almost shoved him away from me, I was so disgusted. I told him to leave me alone and get a girlfriend."

Sid didn't say anything to me. He looked down at his hands. "Sid?" I asked. He looked up at me and he was mad.

"Why didn't you just tell them to leave?" He almost yelled at me.

"I fucking did!" I yelled back.

"Why didn't you come inside then? What the fuck Gemma?" He yelled. I sat there staring at him.

"Why are you mad at me?! I didn't do shit!" I yelled. I got up and ran to my room, slamming the door. Fuck that! I didn't do anything! Why is he so mad at me? I heard the door fly open, and Sid approached me, as I sat on my bed. I looked up at him and I could tell he was so pissed still.

"What?" I asked annoyed, not looking at him.

"Why didn't you just come up here?" He asked calmly. I snapped my head up at him, and jumped up, going to leave my room. He pulled me into him hard, startling me. "Dammit Gemma, stop fighting me!" He growled. I was shoving at his arms, trying to get them off of me.

"Get off of me Sid!" I yelled at him. He held on tighter. "What are you doing?" I asked as he grabbed my hair slightly hard, and kissed me roughly. I pulled back from him and slapped him. It didn't even bother him. He smiled at me. He put my hands behind my back, and went for my neck, and the spot behind my ear. Goddamn him. That is my weakest spot I swear.

I felt him back me against the bed, making me sit on it. He pulled my hands from behind my back, pushing me to lay back as he pinned my wrists above my head. He was on top of me and all over my neck. "Dammit Sid." I growled, trying to move my arms, as he held on.

"Stop it. You want me so fucking bad Gemma. I know you do." He whispered, holding my wrists in one hand, while his other moved down inside of my jeans, making me gasp. "You are so fucking wet, baby." He slid his finger in, and started moving his hand, as I tried to bite back a moan. "You want me. Don't you? I want to hear you say it." He said, still moving his hand, and licking at my neck lightly. He hadn't let go of my wrists, and it was all turning me on so badly.

I didn't say anything, making him move his hand more, and I felt myself arching slightly into his hand. "Mmm. You do. I can feel how much you do." He whispered, undoing my pants. He looked up at me and smiled. He leaned over me, tugging on my bottom lip. "Tell me." He whispered.

"No. Make me." I challenged him. He smirked at me and lifted my shirt up, and was happy I wasn't wearing a bra. He took my nipple between his teeth roughly, and sucked, making me moan this time. He moved to the other one, doing the same thing. He let go of my wrists, and yanked my pants off, along with his own, and climbed back on top of me.

He moved his hand back down, sliding his finger in again, then put his mouth over my nipple, sucking hard. My whole body arched into him. "Tell me." He demanded.

"No." I whispered. I heard him chuckle, and he moved lower, and I felt his tounge roll over me. "Fuck!" I yelled, as he licked and sucked over the most sensitive spot on my entire body. "Fuck! Sid. I want you." I panted out out. He sprung up and into me hard, as he interlaced our fingers, holding our hands above me.

We were both moving hard and faster than I ever thought possible. "You are mine. Tell me how much you want me." He demanded, making me moan louder.

"You are the only I've ever wanted. Ever. Don't stop." I moaned as we moved more and more. "I love how you fuck me." This drove him insane. He let go of our hands, and wrapped his arms around me, and mine around him, as he pulled me against him even more. He was moaning so loud and moving so fast, I was so glad no one could hear us.

I lifted and arched, and moved under him so hard that we were both sweating like crazy. This has to be the most intense sex I've ever had in my life. When I hit that edge, it slammed through me unlike anything I'd ever felt in my life. I screamed and clawed at his back, and bit his chest hard, making him grab my hair hard, and bite my shoulder as we shivered and collapsed against each other.

I have no idea what the fuck he was mad at me for, or what the fuck just happened, but it was the best sex I'd ever had in my life. He moved off of me and next to me, as we laid there panting.

I know I just said how amazing and great this was, but I'm still upset. Why is he mad at me? Feeling pissed, I got up, trying to grab my clothes and he stopped me. He grabbed my wrist. "Gemma. Don't." He said. I snatched my arm from him.

"Why? Going to tell me it's my fault? That I asked for everything to happen?" I asked getting my clothes on. He was out of bed in a heartbeat, throwing his clothes on faster than me. I had finished getting mine on, and he leaned against the door, looking at me. "I've been honest with you about everything in my fucking life Sid. The fact that you are mad at me over this, pisses me off." I said going to move around him.

"Gemma. I'm fucking sorry. I lost it when you told me that. I didn't mean to yell at you, or blame you. Baby, I am sorry. I am." He said sincerely to me. I looked away from him crossing my arms. "Baby, please? I just fucking lost it. I trust you. I do. I am so fucking pissed at Corey." I looked at him, seeing he was seriously on his knees in front of me, begging for my forgiveness.

"Fucksake. Get up Sid." I said annoyed. He grinned at me.

"Still mad at me?" He smiled. I sighed, watching the smile on his face get bigger, which made me smile.

"No. Get up. Oh my god." I laughed. He instantly perked up even more.

"For real, your not mad at me anymore?" He smiled.

"No. I'm not mad. Are you mad at me?" I asked. He shook his head at me and smiled.

"I wasn't mad at you ever. I wasn't sure how to spring this on you exactly, so I may have started a fight." He grinned sheepishly, not getting up.

"What the hell are you talking about?" I asked confused. He laughed, and his face turned bright red.

"I didn't know how to ask you to marry me, Gemma." He said, holding a ring box up to me. What in the fuck!? "Will you marry me Gemma?"

I felt my face go red, and my heart stop. Is he really asking me this? "Really?" I asked, feeling close to crying now. He smiled and nodded. I couldn't say anything but nod and smile at him.

"Thank God!" He jumped up and kissed me, holding on to me tight. I laughed and kissed him back. "You really will?" He smiled at me.

"Yes. Sid. I will marry you." I finally managed to say. He smiled and held me to him.

"Shit. I didn't even show you the ring. Sorry." He opened the box, and it was a large princess cut solitary diamond. I smiled as he slid it on my finger. It fit perfectly.

"I love it. Just like I love you." I told him. He smiled and tackled me onto the bed, making us laugh.

"Sid, what did you mean about you started a fight?" I asked. His face was a deep red, and he gave me a goofy smile.

"I was uh, really nervous. So I started a fight, and figured when I was begging for forgiveness, I'd get on my knees and beg, and then when you were done being mad, I'd ask you to marry me." What a jackass! Only Sid would do something this fucking crazy, and slightly stupid.

"I fucking slapped you Sid." I said looking at him like he was dumb.

"Duh! And I really liked it. Obviously." He laughed.

"Were you even mad at me? You sure acted like you were." I said. He smiled at me shaking his head, and I could tell he never was mad at me.

"Nope. I was and still am pissed at Corey. That's what I was mad about. Not you. I wasn't mad at you at all. I swear I never was. You got really pissed at me though." He laughed.

"You are a dick." I said, as he nodding, still laughing.

"I fucking liked how you slapped me babe. Wasn't expecting that at all right in the middle of all of that. Wanna smack me again?" He grinned.

"I'm about to for you not asking me to marry you like a normal person." I giggled.

"You won't ever forget it though." He smiled.

"You really are a jackass sometimes." I smiled.

"A jackass you are gonna marry." He said climbing over me like a damn monkey, I was giggling as he tickled me.

We were laying on the bed and he looked at me, squinting his eyes. "That bruise pisses me off Gemma. I'm glad you are ok, and yes, I am glad Corey and Jay showed up when they did. Still feel like you need to work there?" He asked.

"I don't know. I'll think about it, ok?" I said.

"Ok. You don't need to. You really don't. I just want you to know that." He said, making me smile at him.

"Thank you. So, when are you telling your friends?" I asked him.

"We are telling them tonight. And I'm kicking the shit out of Corey after that." He said.

"What? Can we leave the ass kicking for a different time at least?" I asked.

"Fun Hater. Fine. But I will say something to him at least before we leave. Alex is having everyone over tonight." He said. I grinned and nodded. This should be interesting.