The night I can never take back

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My uncle had decided to let me watch tv in his room so i could fall asleep while he and his roommate played video games. Sadly because of the ice cream i couldn't fall asleep. So i sat there watching cartoons and suddenly he comes into the room grinning. I asked him if he had fun. "Yes, but i'll be having even more fun in a few minutes" he responded. I didn't get it so i just stayed watching cartoons till i saw him walk over to his closet. I was intrigued being the curious child that i was and decided to lay on my back. That was a bad decision. He had grabbed handcuffs and rope. He cuffed my wrists to the top of the bed and tied my legs open using the rope. He tore off my pull up and harshly pulled up my nightgown..... then slowly started to take his clothes off. All during this time i was trying to get him to stop telling him all i wanted was to go to bed. Because i wouldn't be quiet he grabbed, what i now know as a dildo, and tied it to my face effectively shutting me up. By this point i was crying not knowing what to do and why this was happening to me. That was when he decided to shove himself into me. Effectively raping me. Throughout the entire time he kept calling me horrible names that i didn't understand and he pushed up my gown even more and grabbed the skin above what would later become my boobs and continued his assault on my little 5 year old body. He left bruises along my boobs and my hips as he continuously pounded himself into my tiny body. After what felt like hours and my tears had finally stopped he untied my mouth and finally got off me untying my limp body. As soon as i was free i grabbed another pull up and ran to the kids' room and slept under one of the beds curled up in a little ball till morning. 

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