Star-Crossed Lovers (Unofficial Dear Starboy Sequel)

apologies

dear starboy,

my life hasn't been the same since the day you passed. i apologise. if i had agreed to runaway with you, you might here; happy, smiling, alive.

i never meant what i said. i had loved you since the day we layed our eyes on eachother. i used to brush aside, thinking that I was only ecstatic from making a friend.

but the night you showed me your safe haven, when we danced in the rain, i knew that we were more than just friends.

i guess you were right, the stars did bring us together. the kiss we shared on the tree was the most wonderful moment of my life, even now.

i'm sorry for letting my father get to me. I'm sorry for shattering your heart into millions of pieces. I'm sorry for making you do what you did.

i hope you forgive me, wherever you are.

                                      ever yours,
                                              kittyboy