I Belong To You

chapter 9

God I'm such a bitch!!!
I couldn't get my thoughts together . I knew somehow that I was also responsible about what was happening all around me. Sam was a freak and my best friend's boyfriend , I couldn't tell Damon about it neither I could tell Carol. She loved him so dearly.

Damn it!!

I was the one responsible for everything.

Damon reacted like that because I was a jerk who couldn't tell her boyfriend what's wrong .

Maybe I created a scene? I didn't give him a chance to explain.

Fuck it...

I couldn't blame myself or could I? I was in trouble because I wanted others to be happy. I didn't want Damon to feel bad about his cousin.

And over everything all I was able to think was his text. He was such a person who couldn't give me some space?.
Well I also was forcing him to tell me about Ariana but still...

Urg!!!

All I knew was that it was not my fault at all. .
Or was it?

Whatever!

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Next day at school I was back to normal and with that I mean that I was back to the nerd who didn't give a fuck about anything. Finally my dreamworld was over.

I was finally able to see clearly. I knew that I wasn't made for relationship and stuff.

'Commitment' was the issue in my case.

Well..I was glad that Damon wasn't in my school because I had no idea how to react after everything gets over.

"Where are you lost damn it? Jen? " I heard a voice behind me and Carol slapped me on my head.

Ouch!

"You-" I stared at her with my deadly look and lips clinched as I rubbed my head .

"I called you nearly ten times . I thought you're deaf or something." She giggled.

"Huh! Very funny." I faked laugh.

"I know right!" She was being sarcastic and I smirked.
"Have you completed the project?" She went on.

"Yeah! Totally." I gave her a huge smile.

"As expected nerd. I'm still struck with it! When are you finally gonna help ?" She folded her hands in disgust and was looking really cute so although she was a bit mad at me.

"Today! I'm free"I gave her assuring smile.

I always helped her with the project since childhood. And she was my party manager. She is very innocent though.

I wondered how the hell she fell for a man like Sam.

"Today is fine. Ok I'll see you in the interval I'm running late. " she said in a hurry and started hurrying towards her class.

"Today is half day madame. No interval" I told her. She was forgetful as always.

"Oh yes . I almost forgot" she giggled.

I repeat . Always!

School was very interesting that day. I know I'm lying. I wasn't able to get my thoughts off Damon and I even got scolded by the teacher for not paying attention.

Why me god?

Why?

I wanted to be back to normal as I proceeded towards my home saying goodbye to Carol and assuring her that I'll be at her place by five.

I heard a car honk behind me. I knew that it would be Damon. He's stalking all the time. I turned without even having a second thought and all my world came crashing down when I saw it was Sam.

He gave me a crooked smile. I was out of thoughts at that very moment.

What the hell was he up to?

"Hey Jen I wanted to talk to you" he said very awkwardly and hardly were the traces of guilt on his wicked face.

"First of all don't call me Jen alright ? And secondly I'm least interested in talking to a jerk" I was very clear with my words.

He was the one responsible for all the wrong happening in my life. He was cheating my friend.
He made me lie to everyone .

I wanted to slap him hard at that moment but I didn't want to create an issue at the same time .

Before I could turn back to my way he jumped out of the car and proceeded towards me making me feel insecure .

I had my fist ready to hit him on his face this time. But my heart was sinking at the thought of what was going to happen.

Please don't.

Please....

He came very close to me and uttered- " I'm glad that you didn't tell anyone about that day.  Specially Carol ."

"She's in love with you and I didn't want to hurt her".

I took a step back and he moved further. I could hardly catch my breath.

Another step back.

Another .

Another.

And another .

I hit a car which was parked behind and I was totally struck as he placed his hand on the car next to my right ear.

"That makes me want you even more"
He whispered.

"You son of a bitch-" I hit his face with my fist making him groan.

I tried to escape from my left side but he placed his another hand and moved even more close. He was almost on me.
I felt a pang in my chest.

God please save me..

He got hold of my neck with one hand and with the other he tried to unzip my jeans .

All my rebels were in vain.

A tear rolled down my cheeks.

I kicked him in his groin with my knee like the last time. But he was unaffected and banged my head hard on the car .

I screamed in pain.

I was very much in pain.

"You're just getting yourself in more trouble."he blurted out with quick breath.

I could hardly say anything or hardly move myself.

He took a very well advantage of it. and quickly unhooked my blouse.
He cupped my bra with bare hands.

While placing a hand on my breasts, he moved his other hand down and soon he had his fingers in me.

Tears were all over my cheeks begging for mercy.

I was screaming internally.

"You motherfucker" I heard some usual voice as I picked my head up to see Damon pulling Sam away from me.

I fell on the ground as it is and all my vision got blur.