I Belong To You

chapter 8

After the dinner he took me to his place although I insisted on going home . Well! Not that much , I agreed the moment he asked me .
He was sitting on the couch of his lobby , I was lying my head on his broad chest and we were watching a horror movie .

"I'll get us more popcorn " he said brushing my hairs. 

"No its fine! I'm enjoying it anyway" I hugged him even more tightly .

I never wanted the movie to end , I wanted to rest myself all day. His comfort made me want him even more. I knew that he's was the only one I ever wanted in my life.

"You wanna go home afterwards?" He interrupted my thoughts.

"Yes Damon" I was firm. Of course I wanted to stay with him all the time but i couldn't say it frankly . He might end up thinking I was a desperate jerk  , horny all the time.

"Why?. I mean you can stay with me."

"But-"

"Your mom is even not there, you'll get bored Jen "

I pulled my head up to look in his direction . Our eyes locked .
"But if I stay here we'll end up having sex you handsome freak!"

"We won't I promise..umm..until you ask for it"

"Why will i ask for it?"

"Then stay"he was quite smart to manipulate me.

I kissed his cheeks and he smiled over his win. He pulled me up with his hands , I took hold of his hand to be in place. He took me to his room which I noticed to be very big. I mean his whole house was a lot big , seemed like a mansion. My house looks like nothing in front of it.

He put me down on his bed . I got comfortable pulling the blanket over me and trying to peek from it.

"Are you deciding to sleep?" He seemed surprise.

"We're not gonna have sex or anything so this is the only thing. " I tried to tease him.

"You want to have sex , don't you?"

"No!.I'm very tired and I need some rest"

"Jen!!"

"Damon!!"

"Fine. You go to sleep"he got frustrated.

I stood on the bed and went to his side and put my hands on his shoulders pulling him closer, I placed a kiss on his cheeks.

"I can never fall asleep with a hot meat being there with me" I whispered in his ears .

"I know it. Of course you can't resist my charm!" He giggled .

"Now don't get on top of the hill with that. "

He fell on the bed taking me with him. I was under him while he was staring down at me. I was constantly blushing and couldn't hide my nervousness. His presence made me shiver. He was way too hot for me to handle.

"I never knew that someday I'll own you" he said .

"But you're well deserving" I smiled trying to bring humour.

"No I'm not! " he was very quick with the response.

"Why would you think that?"

"You are very innocent Jennifer. "
Did he just take my full name?

"But you care for me Damon. You respect me . You help me" I said placing my hands on his cheeks.

"But you deserve better than me"

"You drive me insane! Each word of yours drives me crazy Damon. And that's what I want from my boyfriend"
I kissed his lips.
He responded with a one back although I wanted a smooch .

I wanted to be under him for hours and hours. Under his gaze all the time. He was really intense. Before anything could go further,my thoughts were interrupted by a phone call . I picked up the phone lying beside me on the bed before Damon could.
It was Damon's phone and the one calling him was 'Ariana'.

       He pulled up and got out of the room while talking on the phone.
All kinds of thoughts were making me tremble. Who could she be? His girlfriend? Oops! I'm his girlfriend.

She could be crush maybe?Why the hell he had to leave the room while talking to her? Who the heck is she.?

I was still lying in the same position when i heard the door slamming.

"Hey baby!. Want something to eat?" He chuckled . He made himself comfortable on the bed beside me where his phone was lying few moments ago.

"Who's Ariana? I looked in his direction And his face expression changed .

"What do you mean?"

"I know she called right now who is she"

"She's just a friend. "

"And?"

"I can't tell you Jen"

"Why? You don't trust me? I'm your girlfriend. Most importantly your childhood friend"

"But I can't-"

"Why " I almost yelled feeling frustrated with his secrets.

"Its personal. You also didn't tell me why were you lying on the road that day. ..Did I question you?"

"So is that it? You're hiding it because I didn't tell you something?.fine . " I shifted from my place moving myself a bit away from him.

"See Jen! Sometimes secretes are better then knowing everything"

"But I believe in honest relationship
I don't think that our ideas match"

"So start with your truth" .

I couldn't tell him the truth. Really I couldn't. I had no idea that will i ever be able to?

I got up and  picked my phone.
"I've to go home" I was angry.

"Listen-"

But in just a moment I was out of the room.

*****

I went home. I was over, and clear with everything. I didn't want to cry for some creep. I checked my phone to know whether my mom called or texted. I wasn't crying.

It was a text from-

SEX GOD boyfriend.

What do you expect when you  are not ready to tell me about yourself?

*****

That's when tears rolled down my cheeks. I loved him, knew that I did.
It was all my fault or maybe he was responsible? It read-only situation I could blame. I only wished that I could tell him all.

First thing I did was to change his phone number from- SEX GOD boyfriend. To Damon.
Of course I didn't want to block him. What of he calls to say sorry? Or maybe I change my mind?.