My Quote\Feelings\Rant\Vent Book

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I have a lot of chapters about love, and boy i have a complicated love life for my age.

So y'know that girl i mentioned last chapter? Yeah we got back together like a month and a half ago, and like two weeks ago we had to break up AGAIN because of her parents.

After she broke up with me i started to like a boy, who my friend also likes so i was trying to hide my feelings but i couldn't do that because the heart wants what the heart wants.

Yesterday at a school party thing, that boy and i hung out A LOT during it and well rumors spread saying that he liked me. Once i got home that friend asked me if i liked him, so assuming she asked because of the rumors, i lied telling her no because i didn't want to make her think i betrayed her. BUT she said that it was bc i was taking pictures of him and she saw. Then i very stupidly said "Oh i thought it was because of the rumors"... she didn't know about the rumors so i had to tell her them and i FELT her pain when she read it.

I then asked my best friend if she heard the rumors and she hadn't so i told her. I then told her what i had done to my friend. Sent a ton of 😏😏😏😏 emojis and we moved on talking about other subjects.

today i was scrolling through my besties social media and i saw she said she was crushing, I remembered her speaking about the boy i liked might like her a few months before. and i overheard her talking to our other friends about a boy that "She liked and that he liked back". So i already knew it must of been him.

i confronted her and she told me it would lead to an awkward situation but i already knew. I wasn't mad about it i was just so fricken sh00k that this boi has three girls (maybe more) liking him, like bro, teach me your ways.