I self harm myself because of you (Fairy tail. Already done)

Suicidal thoughts

Hey mi lovely asses. Next fucking chapter, it brings a tear in my eye, but IM STONG AS A MAN *wipes the tear like a man*. Okay enough with this bullshit. ENJOYYYYYYYYYYY, damn that leaves me breathless. ENJOY
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Natsu's POV:
I walked to the guild hiding the bandage under my sleeve. I felt my eyes water a little, but I just punched myself to stop it, but it didn't work so I removed the bandage and took my blade out. I started to cut, my tears stoped. I took the bandage back on.

I went inside the guild seeing everyone ignore me damn it. I don't deserve to be in Fairy tail I thought while walking to the only place no one was sitting.

No one came to talk to me not even Lisanna "Hi Moron" I looked up to see Gray I'm fucked he looked at me with an expression I've never seen before "what you want" I said coldly "you are looking a bit off" he sat beside me what in the god damn is going on I looked at him once more "none of your god damn business and dont you hate me hm" I looked pissed "I do hate you, but still you are a ......t-.....t...teammate. That was hard" he tried to smile, but it ended miserably I aren't that stupid. I know his lying. No one cares for me I was cut of my thoughts when I heard that little bitch Romeo is he stripping I looked at him in disgust MOTHERFUCKER I felt tears in my eyes oh no. Not again I got up as fast as possible "HEY ASH FOR A BRAIN. WHERE ARE YOU GOING" I stoped and yelled on the top of my lungs "NONE....OF......YOUR.....GOD DAMN......BUSINESS....FULLBUSTER" I started to run again.

Gray's POV:
Did he just say my last name. He has never said that before I felt a little guilt, but I soon just ignored what happened "what's that traitors problem anyway" I heard Gajeel hissed.

Natsu's POV:
I was at home in the bathroom looking at the mirror I just wanna die I sat down on the floor and started to cut myself again "no one loves me, no one cares for me, no one will help me, no one no one *sob*" I cried in the bathroom for 2 whole hours while cutting. Almost my entire arm was filled with cuts, but the pain stopped even tho i cut and cut. I had lost all feelings in my right arm. So I decided to check if it would hurt if I took salt in it.

I was in the kitchen and grabbed som salt and let it fall into my wounds it was so freaking painful I started to scream "AAAAHHH" I could just wash it away with some water, but I decided to torture myself.

One hour later:

I didn't want to feel this pain anymore so I took my arm under the water tap and I started I clean it. I started to feel less pain.

Lucy's POV:
I was on my way to Natsu to pick up Happy's stuff "why couldn't Happy do it himself" I looked forward and saw the house.

I knocked on the door "HEY NATSU" I yelled "YOU DON'T HAVE TO YELL" Natsu opened the door in rage "sorry" I rolled my eyes "what the hell do you want, BITCH" I shacked a little "I-I want H-Happy's stuff, Asshole" I shouldn't have said that. I started to tremble insanely. His face was filled with rage, but then I noticed something "Natsu have you cried" he stopped with the rage face "be right back. Wait there. I don't want an ignorant bitch in my house" he turned around and went inside ignorant bitch I thought sadly no one has ever called me that. And the worst part is my best friend said it I felt tears in my eyes "who in the hell are you crying" I looked up and saw my Best friend have a lot off stuff "I didn't need all of it" i wipes the tears away "he won't come back here anyway. Happy is now yours" he gave me the stuff harshly "Natsu. Can I ask you something" he looked at me with a face that wrote 'fuck off' i gulped a little "are we still best friends" I shacked "no" it came out straight whiteout a reason "friends then" I hoped for a yes, but I got "no. I don't have friends" he was about to turn. I suddenly grabbed him by the wrist. I heard a little 'ow' from him, but I didn't let go "are we Familie" my hand got slapped away "NO. I RATHER BE FAMILY WITH THE DEAD" he slammed the door in my face. My tears was running down my face fast.