ARE YOU READY FOR THE FEELS. If your shiny metal ass thinks this is unserious then you are in for a treat. This chapter is going to be serious. Don't believe me then YOU SACK OF SHIT. ENJOYYYYYYYY
********************************************
Levy's POV:
I walked to the guild still thinking of what Natsu did how could he NOT kill Zere. I would i thought to myself.I was soon at the guild until a saw Natsu. I wanted to say hi, because he looked so sad, but nothing came out "hi Levy" he said sad. I really wanted to stop, but nothing in my body listened to my brain so I just walked past with a look of disgust why do I feel so horrible for this.
(me: don't worry this is not Levy x Natsu. Unless you want it to be. If you don't answer, then it won't be, but if there is someone that writes 'YES' in the comment and you don't want it to be then you have to write 'NO'. Understood)
Natsu's POV:
Levy walked by with a disgust loon on her face so she hates me too I sigh sadly to myself and felt empty inside.I walked in the guild. No one cared that I came in, so I just sat far away from everyone "Hi Natsu" I looked up surprised "ummm Hi Lisanna" I was a little relieved that someone wanted to talk to me "do you not hate me or did you just want to scold me" I looked at the table "no no no. Natsu I thought you did the right thing. I wouldn't have killed him" she sat beside me "wow that's means a lot Lisanna" I smiled fake "don't worry, I'm here" she smiled sweetly "LISANNA WE ARE GOING ON A JOB" it was Elfman yelling "I'm sorry gotta go" she waved and I waved back
Lucy's POV:
I looked at Natsu alone serves him right I thought with an angry face on "YOU DESERVE THIS NATSU" I yelled and saw him get even more sad. He left the guild fast "BITCH" I got slapped in the face by Lisanna before she went on her job "I thought Natsu was your friend Heartfillia" her face just wrote 'I'm gonna Kill you in your sleep' I felt a little guilt, but it soon went over.I touch my cheek, cuz I felt it was burning up after that super hard slap she doesn't get it dose she. He deserve this punishment I had hatred for Natsu in my head.
Happy's POV:
Natsu looked sad, but I didn't care. After all he let a guy that killed millions go "Hey Lucy. I wanna stay with you. I don't wanna stay with a traitor like him. I don't even wanna see his nasty face ever again"(me: I'm feeling so bad for Writing this, but it just want get out if my head)
I laid on Lucy's lap. I felt happy that I could stay with her.
Natsu's POV:
I sat in my room and thought about a lot of stuff, like: why do I exist? Why was I born? What is this feeling? If suicide is an option? Do they care? Is this what that motherfucking god wants? If I die am I going to hell or heaven?. It was so many question i just couldn't answer "why just why" I took my hands to my face crying "first my parents die right in front of me, then my best friend Hisashi (Meaning: Always with you) gets killed and now this" I cried a little more thinking about everything that has happened in my life.Time skip: I know I'm Lazy. You don't have to mention it
I walked down that stairs to the kitchen "i bet Happy won't be home for a very long time" i started to make dinner to myself.
I ended up making THIS (me: delicious🤤)
I finished eating and went to clean my plate and bowls.
I looked around to see what I could do "damn is nothin' to do here" I sigh and walked to the bathroom to take a nice bath. It didn't mater what temperature the water was. I wouldn't notice if the water was -100* or 100*. It all felt the same.
Next day:
Erza's POV:
Natsu how could you let him go. You deserve what's coming for ya I thought while knocking on Natsu's front door "HEY NATSU OPEN UP" I yelled, but no answer so I just "i ain't staying out here all day" I went inside and heard someone breathing "Natsu???" I walked up stairs and knocked on the door the breathing was coming from "Natsu are you here" but no answer "Natsu" I knocked once more, but still nothing so I went inside and saw him in a bathtub.Natsu was unconscious "NATSU!!!" I ran and got him out of the tub fast and placed him on his bed "how long were you in the tub Natsu" I mostly said to myself.
I decided to leave him in bed sick That's a good enough punishment from me I looked back at his house many times a little worried Snap out of it Scarlet this is his punishment. He'll be fine I thought relieved.
Natsu's POV:
I woke up in my bed "ugghh I must have pasted out, but how did I get in my bed. That doesn't matter now" I got up and walked down stairs to clean laundry, because I don't really want clothes that smells, it can make people hate me more.I had just laid all the clothes in water and was going to move the laundry basket, but something fell of it "a razor blade" I laid the laundry basket down and picked up the little blade.
I looked at the blade for a while thinking will cutting myself be the punishment i deserve I let the blade slit my wrist "damn that hurt, but it's is what I deserve. PAIN" I slit more and more until my entire hand was filed with blood.
I washed the blood of my hand and took a bandage around the area I just cut "*sob why *sob sob* am i *sniff* so sad *sniff sniff*" i cried without a reason.
$$$$$$$$$!!!!!!!!!!!!????????@@@@@@@@
Chapter over. This story need a ship and the ship that is wrote the most times will win hahaha. I HOPE YOU ENJOYEDQUESTION: DO YOU THINK GOD IS REAL??
Byeee
YOU ARE READING
I self harm myself because of you (Fairy tail. Already done)
FanfictionThe guild is angry at Natsu for letting Zeref liv, but we all know Natsu is the type that hates to kill and cannot stand seeing or killing anyone. He started to cut himself, because they lost respect for him and many stoped talking or looking at him...