Author's Note; Sorry for not writing for awhile! I've been busy.
Where do I start? I miss you. No, I don't miss you. I miss US. That's what you said to me, and I don't think you meant it. But I do. I should've lisetened to you, and not everybody else. I listened to rumors instead of the person I love & trusted. If I would've listened to you, we might have even lasted. But, me, being the stubborn girl I am, had to listen to everyone BESIDES you. I can't say I regret anything that happened between us, because I really don't regret it. I did it out of love.
I miss our lazy days, just laying in your arms. I miss our phone calls, that barely ever happened. I miss when you'd hold my hand, under the lunch table, when nobody knew about us. I miss us being together. I miss how nobody could break us apart. I miss how everybody wanted a relationship like ours. I miss laying next to you, listening to our songs. I miss you pushing my hair out of my face. I miss everything about you, about us.
I can't believe after 5 months, you finally realized you really didn't want or need me anymore. I, and a lot of other people, thought we'd last forever. I still have the necklace (I can't get rid of it), the candle (If I burn it, I'll cry) and the monkey (It's too cute) that you gave me. They're the only things that let me know those amazing months weren't just a dream. like what the pictures do. I can't delete those, becaus eeven if I do, it won't delete the memories. Everygirl wants to kiss a guy in the rain. I got to kiss you in the rain, and I'd do it again. People tell me that if you come back, saying you want me back, to not believe you, and to tell you too "f" off. But I can't do that, no matter hw hard I'd try. I just wouldn't be able to. You were my world. You still are my world, even if I'm not yours.
