Aria^
I lay on my bed not knowing how to feel. I know exactly how I feel, but why? The feeling of numbness isn't the best feeling,the feeling of self hatred, then having to go to school tomorrow, wearing my usual sweatshirt and leggings even though tomorrow it's gonna be 80 degrees, I don't see why I care, everyone knows anyways
"ARIA!" "DINNER TIME!" My mom yells
"IM NOT HUNGRY" i say clearly a lie. I was starving. I want food so bad. But I'm so fat. Food will make you fatter. We can't have that. I get ready for bed. Creeping into the bathroom about to take a shower. I strip myself of my clothes and hop in the shower. The hot water stinging my cuts. I ignore the pain and continue my shower. Once I finished I hop out grabbed my towel and wrapping it around my body and walking out of the bathroom. I sit on my bed on my phone looking through my Twitter
Amyshamiry:there's a new kid going to our school, he's hot, I call dibs!
(she's the popular girl)
I roll my eyes at this, Amy's such a hoe,she just broke up with her boyfriend aka my bully,Jack Grazer. I set my phone on my night stand and close my eyes to let sleep take over me. Just waiting for tomorrow, boy am i happy i get to sleep... I think slowly drifting off to sleep.
"ARIA! WAKE YOUR ASS UP!" I open my eyes to see my brother nick.
"What.." I whine
"It's school love, wake up" nick always dose this,he's so nice to me outside school but in school he hates me.
"I'm up" I say pushing myself off the bed.
YOU ARE READING
Boyfriend jeans
Fanfiction""WHY DO YOU NEED ME SO MUCH AIRA?!?" "Because" i stated straight face "BECAUSE WHAT?!?" Finn yelled "Because maybe your gonna be the ok to save me"
