Don't Act Bad. You're A Softy. {Yoonmin} [Book 1]

Mysterious Girl: Chapter 22

"I know you can't fully forgive me, or even want to hear me, right now, anyway. I just want you to know, I miss you, a lot. And I love you. You didn't deserve what I did to you. But you still came back, why?"

"Who was the girl, you cheated with..?" I asked quietly.

"Just some girl, I met at a strip club.."

"Didn't seem like 'just some girl'. Who was she..?"

"I don't even remember her name.."

I look at him.

He was looking down at the wet grass, from mildew and fog.

He looked so peaceful, so calm. Its like he took all his anger and threw it all away.

He finally looks up to meet my eyes.

"If I could take it all back, I would.."

(A/N; Any Demi Lovato fans here? Sing with me. "If I could take it all back, I would now, I never meant to let you all down.")

"I really didn't mean to hurt you. I met some boy, on the side of the road, and he took me to this club, then drugged me and got me drunk. I was out of my mind. If I knew what I was doing, I wouldn't have done it. I was just so upset you left me and for mad and I'm sorry I ever hurt you. I didn't do it on purpose. I've changed. I swear. I'm no longer the middle school or high school boy who bullied you and hid his true feelings for you. If I knew then, what I know now, it would've been different."

(A/N; Katy Perry anyone? No? Just me? Okay... Sing anyways, "Wish I knew then, What I know now, wouldn't dive in, wouldn't bow down".)

"I want to make it up to you, I want to be there for your modeling gig, which you still need to explain to me.. I want to be the one to make your heart warm and heavy. And your brain think happily, and healthy. I want to make you feel okay and alive. You mean more to me than you think you do. You are my world and without you, I would literally die.. Please, give me one more chance, I'll make it up to you. I'll take you on a nice and romantic date. I'll buy you a bouquet of a dozen red roses. I'll give you all my love. Sweet romantic love, under the city lights, in a comfortable bed, dim lights, soft romantic, instrumental music, playing in the background. I'll turn off both of our phones, so we don't have a distraction. Just you and mean, candles lit around the bathroom, bubbles in the bathtub, a soft scent, covers the thin air. I'll do anything, anything, to have you back in my arms, forever this time."

I would be lying if I said I wasn't crying.

"Why are you so cute.." I smiled.

He chuckled.

"Only for you, Jiminnie. Only for you."

"Why did I come back? Because I would miss you too much not to.. No matter how many times you hurt me, you'll always have a piece of my heart.. I know that sounds stupid, but.. I couldn't help but look at your face and feel like I've lost something valuable to me.."

He looks down.

"I'm sorry.."

"I'm sorry, too."

He looks at me.

"Why are you sorry?"

"Because I left you alone.. Without telling you.."

"We were fighting, and you wanted to live your dream.. It's fine.."

"I also started singing.."

"I always loved it when you sing in my ear when you thought I was sleeping.."