Don't Act Bad. You're A Softy. {Yoonmin} [Book 1]

The End Of The Beginning: Chapter 24

Yoongis' ass;

Joonie: Jimin? Are you guys done? Teehee. c;

AugstD: You guys ruin everything..

Jinnie: Like you fucking your own ass, while you could have the real thing, laying in the bed, fuck fake toys, boy.

Kookie: I mean, toys are okay, if your lover isn't here.. Right..?

Hyungie: ^ I beg your pardon?

Jiminnie: Well, if you're lover is watching, and you're handcuffed to the bed, is he allowed to fuck himself on your dick then?

Hobbie: O

Hobbie: M

Hobbie: G

AgustD: c; Yes.

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There are two side of every story. Different people have different stories.

Just ask Taehyung and Jungkook.

They have a story they wanted to share, theirs is more complicated them mine.

Every had a day where you just didn't care?

That you wanted to just... let it all go?

Well.., this is just the beginning of the end..

You guys know NamJin are a couple?

What about Vkook?

Well, you know about Yoonmin.

This is the part of the story where I run out of ideas to talk about, but I'm winging it anyways.

Trying to write in my book, riding in a car, is hard enough. But when there are seven of use, cramped inside the same car, it gets a bit difficult to write on a piece of paper. I'm always hitting someone with my elbows or I loose room for me to even get out my book.

It's hard enough not being able to think about what to write, but not being able to? Now that's horrible.

The boys know I love to write. But they don't know what I write about. They'll know eventually, when my book get completely published.

The books I write for Yoongi is just a bump in my books. They're part of it, but it's not the complete full story.

I've written books for and about Taehyung and Jungkook too. They tell me things, and I just write them down. It's sort of a habit for me to be vulnerable, especially with my books. It's part of my life, and will always tell a story of every part.

Sometimes, they have hidden secrets that only I would know, and it's fun to be completely anonymous, and people don't know who you are. It's mysterious.

Yoongi will always be apart of me, no matter where or how far I go. He's part of my heart and soul and I couldn't leave, forever, even if I tried.

I've meet so many amazing friends, and to say, I have to let them all go, is very hard for me.

내 삶은 꽤 힘들어 질 것이며, 매일 매일 살아 가기 때문에 점점 더 어려워 질 것입니다. 내 마음이 상하게 될거야. 나는 고통의 눈물을 울게 될 것이지만, 결국 모든 일이 끝나고 끝난 후에는 그만한 가치가있을 것입니다.
(My life will be pretty hard, and it will get harder as I live on, day by day. My heart will get hurt. I will cry tears of pain, but in the end, after everything is over and done, it'll all be worth it.)

나는 나의 문화를 사랑합니다. 내가 그것을 사용하지 않기 때문에 그것이 잊혀진 것은 아닙니다 ....
(I love my culture. Just because I don't use it, doesn't mean it's forgotten....)

My heart is full of happiness at the moment, and I couldn't help but feel more loved.

I know as the years go on, I'll just get a little bit happier every day. If he is in my life, I know everything will be alright..

Finishing the last chapters of a book, are always the hardest, because all of the strength and passion you put in for the book, and all the years you gave up yourself for the book. All the hours and minutes you took to write it. It's always the hardest to let go of something you put your whole life into.

This chapter took me the longest, because of all the time I spent on my other chapters, the whole journey was already documented. I had run out of ideas and I was limited on my time.

Please, don't get upset, for when I finish my book, and haven't posted any more of my stories, even if it takes a year, I want to give my best efforts into all the books and stories that I can.

To share a passion in singing and dancing and just being free, with everyone else, is something that I love to do. Even if I don't know who you are, it still warms my heart.

I'll be back soon, continuing we're I left off, but don't forget about me, and how far we've come. I'll be back, but not too soon, I'll be sharing my heart with you, through every full moon.

I'll miss you, so much. Please, don't worry about me. I'll be completely fine.

Remember, if you read my story, and you get my clues. Just believe that every part of my life has a meaning, and it all get completed in the end.

I've also had in mind, that nothing lasts forever. Somethings will fall apart, and they will crash and burn.

Right now my heart is full, but my mind is still aware..

Out of all the bad things that has happen in my life, nobody else saw it coming..

But even if you look out the window, of the house you bought to share, everything ends, in a breath of fresh air.

Even if everything in the house, is breaking and falling down. You can't seem to let go of the heartache, that let you drown, no once, but twice. All in one blink of an eye.

Even though it happen once's, and you never though it would again, he didn't notice that you saw everything.

And you knew he was going to leave, even if he didn't see it. But you still knew it was there..

I just hoped that it doesn't happen to me. And that it will never happen to me, again..

But, everything happens for a reason. And no one can control it..

Even if you saw it coming..

xx Jimin

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