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You'll have that feeling.
A feeling of being useless.
Neglect what they're telling,
And remember you're not less.
—there are short phrases that could define what you've been feeling already. I know that sometimes, you can't contain yourself anymore. You always have that feeling of being unworthy, but at last you'll be reminded that you should not be going down your level. You work hard from where you are right now, and there's no other way of turning back.
