I just want to build that feeling but I'm unable to grasp it.
So, I want it more...
Just not to go back to not feeling anything...~n. g. i. ~
⇨PUNCHY: the act of tiresome delirium or hallucinations immediately following the body's inability to acquire its necessary rest-period. (Excerpts from URBAN DICTIONARY, by Josh Rottman; 10/08/07)