The hardest thing to do is to lose hope
In pandora's box
After all emotions flew
The only one left was hope
But all I want right now is to lose hope
Hope that you'll notice me
Hope that there is something
Every single one, I want to lose
I had never intended to hope
Because right from the start
It was impossible
Truly
But stupid false signals
Made me hope
And hope
And hope
And then it dawned to me
Nothing good comes from hoping for something
Like how emotions flew out of pandoras box
I threw away my feelings for you
And I did succeed
You no longer felt special
Your flaws I've seen, and hated
And My eyes don't follow you anymore
But then again
Hope is hard to lose
Slight meaningless things
Gives rise to such nasty hope
But I won't give in this time
I've accepted the reality in front of me
And fate is even my ally
For the big distance between us has yet again increased
And I know that as each day passes
This tiny leftover hope
Will disintegrate by itself
Leaving no trace of that stupidity
Days passed with no contact at all
But it does not bother me
Not completely though
But not as much as it did before
A good sign of moving on
It's time to start
ending this endless cycle
of hoping and losing hope
