Fifty Shades Of Cash

Chapter 10!

Chapter 10:

 

As Nash drove me back to the school campus all I can see is the disappointed look in his face. He didn’t look at me at all the whole way back. As I kept my hands firmly planted on my lap afraid to make a simple movement or to take a simple breathe, I hear my phone ring of a notification. Or more like a call. It was Cam. I quickly hung up the phone so Nash wouldn’t see the caller id, Throwing  my phone back into my clutch from Nash seeing it. But I wanted to hear his voice. The voice that made me feel good inside whenever I didn’t. Like right now.

Nash drove into the parking lot right in front of my building in a fast movement, with the sound of his car curbing to it’s destination.

‘’Get out.’’ He said clenching his jaw without looking at me. I said nothing, just looking at him.

‘’Nash-.’’ He stopped me from continuing.

‘’Get Out.’’ He turned to me.

I opened the door to his car leaving. As I closed the door, He drove out fast. I started to make my way back to my dorm remembering that Lox wanted to have a girl’s night tonight. Something that would help me recover from the hurt I felt inside. I usually didn’t like to fail people. I felt like I had failed Nash. It made me feel this guilt I almost couldn’t ignore. A tying in my stomach that extracted everything out of it making me feel empty inside.

As I reached the door to my dorm taking a breathe before  I enter into it, trying to make myself look like I wasn’t having a hard day so far, I open it to find a group of guys and girls in my dorm watching a movie. Including Cameron. As I stood surprised in front of the group watching what seems a scary movie mahogany walks towards me.

‘’Hey Mrs. Fancy Your Finally here!.’’ She said giving me a tight hug.

‘’Yeah ummm what’s going on? .’’ Still noticing Cam staring at me and feeling confused.

‘’Were having a movie night, I thought inviting a group of friends would be fun, And I could introduce you to others so you can mingle a little.’’ She said bugging me with her shoulder to mines while winking.

‘’Lox I Can-.’’

‘’Everybody this is Zoey my awesome roommate!’’ She introduced me in an announcing way.

As she lead me to each person walking towards them to say hi and give them a hand. I stood frozen, tense, or shall I say awkward. One boy had braces and wore a white beanie with blonde long hair.

‘’Sup Zoey names Taylor, Taylor Caniff!’’. He said giving me a wink.

He sat next to a girl with bright blonde hair. I remembered seeing her with a bunch of other girls the other walking around in the hallway recruiting cheerleaders for tryouts. She stood up from the floor and gave me a hug. She seemed nice. I had met two brothers both named jack. But different in ways. One was blonde and one had black hair.

‘’Hey Zoey! Names Jack So is his.’’ He said giving me his hand to shake.

‘’You can call me Gilinsky And Him Johnson.’’ They were both sweet. Not to forget attractive.

‘’Zoooeeeyyyy.’’ Carter got up going for a hug.

‘’Hi Carter.’’ I said knowing his flirty side.

Next to him was an open spot where it seemed to be for Mahogany. Then Cam. Who no longer was in the room. Was he mad? Mad that I didn’t pick up his 5 missed calls? As I put my clutch on my bed taking out my phone too see if anyone has texted me. It reads ‘’0 Messages’’. I set my phone back down and decide to sit next to mahogany. she plays to where they were at in the movie. They start to pass a bowl of popcorn that smelt good. Until the door to the dorm opens up. Another boy walks in with a red hood on that read ‘’V’’ As in for varsity. The hoody went half up to his head letting his hair whip out to the front.

‘’Matt! .’’ Mahogany stood up yelling to give him a hug.

He opened his arms to her making her feel the love of a friend. He seemed sweet. As they let go of each other and carter wrapping his arm around her, leading her to sit back down with him. It looked like he got kind of jealous. Jealousy was another word that reeks of smell in a relationship. Jealousy is the epitome of destruction. 

‘’Hey you must be Zoey? .’’ As he sat down beside me crossing his legs.

‘’Yeah! Matt? Right?.’’

‘’Yeah! Nice to meet you, I’ve heard a lot of great things about you.’’ Smiling at me with eyes that could make any girl sink into his arms.

‘’Really?!? Well trust me I’m not that special.’’

‘’Well trust me, You are.’’

I smiled back. He was filling up the emptiness  I had felt moments before. Like he was an angel sent knowing that something was wrong with me. Knowing that I had felt guilty. Guilty for making Nash feel the way he did. I stood up from my spot between a cuddly Lox and Carter and Matt on the other side of me I hear my phone ring. I pick up my phone and see it’s a text. A text from Cameron. It reads, ‘’MEET ME OUTSIDE NOW’’. He put in bold letters. In letters that I knew represented his anger he was fueling. I lay my phone back down on my bed and leave the group to go find Cam.

I close the door and turning to see Cameron against a wall sitting. As I slowly walked to him, sitting next to him he stays in a state of silence.

‘’I know- I know your mad at me.’’ I said picking at my fingers and trying to make eye contact with him.

He finally looks up at me.

‘’Where were you? . ‘’ Giving me this look, This look of wiriness.

I came up with a lie. Lie’s that escaped me from the truth. Yet the truth will only reveal at the end.

‘’I was talking to my mom, I haven’t talked to her in these past few days.’’

He gave me this look, A look of knowing it wasn’t that.

‘’I Just needed time to talk to her.’’

He let out a sigh of what seemed relief. Rubbing his face with his hands out of the state of frustration. I stand up and give him a hand to help him. He takes it and stands up to then only pulling me against his warm chest, Kissing me. Missing the feeling of warmth he gave off. Pulling me tighter and tighter to his body. Nothing equaled up better than being here with him in this very moment. A moment of pure bliss. He reached for my butt only squeezing it, I pulled back.

‘’I don’t think we want things to go too far in just a small hallway, Now do we?’’ Teasing him while still holding my body to his still. He started laughing.

I took his hand and kissed it and held not wanting to let it go. But having to as we entered into the dorm. We sat next to each other, Making Matt scoot over. I wish we could cuddle since everyone else was. As the movie played I felt Cam’s hand come from behind me holding mines. This was better than not being able to touch him at all. I loved him. I loved Cameron.