Fifty Shades Of Cash

Chapter 12!

(Welcome to the last chapter in the first book of this series! Thank you once again for all of your support and voting and reading it really means the world to me and i thank God for each and every one of you! The 2nd Book with the first chapter will be posted On May 7, 2014 So get excited and make sure to follow my Twitter and Instagram @PaleCash for Updates and Posts! XOXOXO- Nicky)

 

Chapter 12:

 

I stood frozen. I looked into his eyes that glimmered and held his hand that had still rested on my face. As I took off his hands from my face while still holding them,

‘’Really?.’’ I said. I looked into the truth of his eyes.

‘’Yes Zoey I love you and I want you more than the very air I breath.’’

He kissed me and pushed my body towards my bed, landing on it. His lips were smooth. I could feel him breathing harder and harder. I on the other hand was no longer breathing. I was confused. I loved Cameron, I loved every bit of him. He gave me a feeling I thought know one could ever give him, But it was almost like Nash was giving me that same feeling. Love.

‘’I know you want me Zoey’’. Kissing up and down my neck.

Until I heard my phone ring of a notification. Buzzing of a message from still sitting on Mahogany’s bed.

‘’Na-Nash I have to get my phone.’’ Interrupting me while I tried to get out from under him.

‘’Just leave It’’. While reaching into the inside of my shirt.

‘’Nash Hold on’’ As he bugged off of me.

As I stood up from the bed to get my phone I saw the name across my screen beam with color. The name that made everything around me feel like time had stopped. Like time had stop just in that split minute because I wasn’t noticing what I had been doing.

I opened the message that read, ‘’Going to be at your dorm in 5 minutes with a surprise’’.

Suddenly the time had felt like it had resumed back to meet my doom. As I threw my phone back down on Lox’s bed and reached for Nash’s arm yanking him up back to his feet.

‘’What’s Wrong?’’. As I led him out the door of my dorm.

‘’No Nothing! I just- I just feel a little sick that’s it, I’ll talk to you later ok!’’. As I attempted to shut the door in his face he stopped it with his hand.

‘’Promise you’ll talk to me later’’.

‘’I promise.’’

‘’See you later beautiful.’’ He said as I shut the door to a winking smirk face Nash.

As soon as I shut the door I felt the feeling of relief. I started to feel this feeling of a real sickness developing. A sickness of guilt. Guilt was something that everyone feels once in their life. The horrible part is that it’s just like pain, It demands to be felt. Guilt demands to be felt. I hated it. I lied on my bed dropping on it like my body was numb. Numb from the amount of how much I felt confused. Confused of who I loved. Confused of who I REALLY loved. As I put my face facing down on my bed in a state of frustration I start smelling cologne. The smell that Nash left behind while smothering me on my bed. The smell that made me feel like he was here. The smell that only made me want more of him. I heard knocks on the door. I got up from my bed and fixed my clothes that had become wrinkled. Reaching for the door knob I take a breathe, trying to not feel like I have ‘’KISSED NASH’’ written on my forehead. The first effect of guilt I had been feeling. I opened the door.